an unscathed life of a girl

Transition

2007-04-04T12:35:00.000-04:00

Alright... I kinda moved my blog to livejournal Here , thought i still love the skin thingy at blogger and their flexibility of formating etc etc.. but i guess its time to try other stuff. Am not sure if this is going to be a permanent shift, so i am gonna keep this site for now!

2007-03-17T12:48:00.000-04:00

This year been such a hectic buzzle year, i haven't updated in months, guess some of my friends would have thought that i had departed from blogging, well i kinda thought i would do that, but i guess here i am again, on St Pats Day!, Happy St. Pats Day..

Mid terms are over, thank god, and spring break is coming to an end (oh my god), and its the last sprint towards the end of the semester, before the much dreaded summer for 6 weeks and alas, home!! My initial plans was no where near going home during summer.But if i do follow my plans, i doubt i'd be alive by fall. Its a tiring semester, work kinda overload, come to think abt it, i still have work to do that is due the coming week, as early as monday (terror thoughts).
San Fran was really overwhelmingly fun, the places to visit (hurhur the tall buildings that now i miss), the nice seafood (drools), the great scenic views, the cute dogs (fat ones too), everything was just warm and cosy, something i miss since i came to bloomington, can u imagine its like 20++ degrees celcius in San Fran while its like 4 degrees here -.-"

We saw the golden bridge, lambord infamous winding road(which we attempted with the risk of our lives), we travelled far, got lost, and got irritated and feeling of near death (ahuh), and to fisherman warth, where the prawns are nice and juicy!. We went to a winery, and we even had a body scrub at some town nearby! after seeing California's Old Faithful in Napa Valley, Calistoga and the fainting sheeps that never fainted, no matter what niqq tried to do. Dinner was KFC and we met this old man, who got locked out of his car after fishing, his devotion to his wife is admirable..Like at 71 he still calls his wife, hunny bunch (how cute is that!!!)

We managed to drive up to Monterey Bay and went to the aquarium, sadly we came late evening, so we weren't able to do any whale watching =( but well, we had our fair share of jelly fish, weird fishes (the sun fish) and cute otters!!!, the sunset was plain beautiful and i got to hug this cute pup!!! *melts* because we were late, didn't manage to go to the 17miles scenic drive (which was our initial intentions =\)ohoh, we did go to stanford uni, it is beautiful~! as in beyond what words would probably describe, the tradition of riding bicycle is something that is relived by them.

On our last day we went to Twin peaks in the morning and again at late evening, which was so much more breath taking, and a full view of the stars. We drove down to haigh and ashbury to shop at the traditional boutique-like shops, which i managed to get some carving kit and as well as some figurines from kidrobot. we then proceeded to go to Gillroy to do some outlet mall raiding. I guess maybe we are tired or maybe we are just plain worn out, we managed to buy some stuff for our so, but i guess most of us did not buy stuff for ourselves...

URGIESIEBABOON

2006-12-25T08:23:00.000-04:00

URGH!! Pissed big time...

Singapore, Indo

2006-12-22T22:59:00.000-04:00

Argh!!! I wished i was back in Sg for a tinny winny longer, so i could savour all the nice food ard and the company, but well i did pretty much so much stuff in the 6 days i was back, there was a moment i wished i was in Sg and didn't go to the States =| but well, there are tons of reason why people expand their horizons *grinz* But oh well the misses are plenty. Although it was a short visit i met up people that are dear to me, however not everyone of them >.<
I didn't have time to meet like 95% of my friends *shakes head* sorrie guys <.< I didn't even get to meet my seal *pouts* but well! I get to meet my owner, which i haven't met for a year++ owwwwwnaaaaaaaaaaa, where is the love?! Have wifey2 taken over me =~ lol aight enuff for the drama. At least I managed to eat Dim Sum, Xiao Wan Mian, the chicken at Soup restaurant, Chilli Crab *grinz* etc. food food food, enuff food to give me an upset stomach at the end of 5th day lol I didn't take much pic of the food, but Ging did a better job hehe! Just look at her blog! I haven't uploaded the pics that we took with my cammy, forgot to bring my dock -.-"

Plurge quite abit in those 5 days XD I even bought a new mobile, Raf bought the black w850I and i bought the white hehehe~ white n gold *grins wide* Oh well, Plurgies!!! Did my brows and my hair did my new specs lol! but i guess need to change the degree for the lense -.-" for both specs in indo think or buy the thingy to extend from the nose part -.-" my bridge tooooo low le =(

Xmas in 2 days, somehow in Asia, there isn't much of the festive feeling =( kinda sad huh! OhOh Val, Ben, Owna!!!!!! My pressie *complains* =p send it over to the states!!! <3 Don't send me some lemon grass n stuff -.-" though i jokkingly said i wanted that lol

My loveable brother *grins* he is aging faster than me =

One of my new loot!

Food!!! Xiao wan mian~

Ba Chor mee~

Almond, Prawn, Mango *drolls* its really good!!! *mouth waters*

Try the Dim Sum here its vvvv nice!! Cheong Fun the skin so smooth~~~

Gingy Ging Ging

Xmas Season~

Don't i feel lucky having those people in Sg!!!

2 more days

2006-12-11T00:07:00.000-04:00

At last this week am going back sg, the food, the fun, the friends, and everything else, been slacking way~~~ too much and guess what! We got a proper place to sit n watch TV at last! Got our pink futton *grinz wide*

Trying to study for math that is, but as usual I ended up watching anime have tons of them, did some packing of my luggage, now the only thing not in yet is my necessities and shoes *blinks*

Tml is math, and the day after Soci,gotta remind myself that I still need to do a little shopping for my owner, and her gf -.-" and out of all things, VS stuff hurhur gonna prolly get myself some VS pJ n stuffies... Sad to say am going back for only a week to Sg, but oh well its better than nothing yeah~~~ gonna cramp everything within that week, clubbing, going out, chilling, beach volley ball *beams* or rather the sand and the sun and the sea! And... The shopping!!! urgh, I duno if I can actually meet everyone. Gonna give Basil a heart attack with his car lol!

Pretty excited... Well I hope I can go up to Puncak and relax abit while am back in Indo, miss the plain fields and just the vast land. That reminds me... If am going back to Indo next year some point of time in Summer... (ahuh, having the slight thoughts, depend on scheduling though), I prolly drag Ging, to take leave n go to Bali with me =p, the surf! The sun, the people muhahahha kk

Think am just missing too much of the Sun and the tropical environment =(

Ps. Owner! Muah Luv ya *Grinz*

Flurries

2006-12-01T19:40:00.000-04:00

*mumbles* today's wind is horrendous, I woke up a little late and was rushing to school, semi-concious ( in the state of slumber) and when I reached downstairs not only did I miss my bus but also the crazy wind that drove me back to my little crib. That freak of a wind, blew past my jeans, into it and attack my poor legs! Being already in a state of slumber, I gave up the thought of even trying to wait for the next bus for class and just went up n wrap myself in blankie -_-" thank god I did not wait for the next bus or nt I prolly be caught in between more wind + snow flurries. Its fun watching it through the window though *evil grinz* but I am thankful I was not out there braving the wind and fighting the flurries to get to class...

Had to go for my noon class, but well it ain't that bad, at least this time round I remmeber to bring my ear muffies, and gloves... This is truly the signs of December (>.<) There were news on tv that its gonna get worst in the couple of days and temperature is gonna plunge next week, i seriously hope there is no crazy snow storms on the day i fly back to Sg, i don't want to be caught stuck in the airport not knowing what to do!

Oh well, so here i am after another session from the gym, trying to do my work and revising for finals, but it simply ain't happening, i kept saying i am gonna revise but never got down to it (-.-)instead my biggest achievement this week is watching finish "fullmetal alchemist"

My attempt to study and I ended up watching Bleach... =(

And having the motivation to visit the gym everyday for my daily dose of perspiration. HA! Only the elliptical machine makes me perspire, I seriously don't understand why I do not perspire at all when I am at the gym, others look like they had a small rainy cloud over them *ponders* I seriously don't know what snap in me and made me go to the gym so much this week, maybe like Mic mentioned, I am preparing for Sg food *hurhur* but I guess I just want to maintain my old routine again. I feel like I have been slacking off so much and treating my body too much with rubbish.

I realized something, which most people prolly do realize by now if they have been living here for sometime... Maybe its due to the weather, the roses I got, has become dried and it maintained its shape, I'll prolly leave it in the vase that way!!!

How cool is that (ok maybe I am abit too enthu.) but hey its better than Sg, where the flowers I get always end up dead and hmm moist,ew~

Alright better get going and get motivated to start studying at least something, even a word would help.

Long Stick like Worms....

2006-12-01T01:40:00.000-04:00

I was talking to Micheal earlier today and somehow we talked abt worms... and he mentioned tt on a rainy day if we look down on the ground and see a long~~~~ (note long!) stick like thingy on the ground, it is prolly a worm, like HUR a worm.... long n stick like, at first I thought what he meant was that it was sticking out of the ground,and that there we tons of em *freaks out*,i remembered having a short circuit on my sensory thinking line because i was rather freaked out at the fact that there were tons of "long and stick like" worms on the ground, and i said something like "up to the sky?" lol i think was abit too extreme on my thinking, i was thinking that they were sticking up from the ground (don't ask me why_), (>_<) but well i guess the though of tons of worms that look like sticks scares me to death, from today onwards when its raining and and i see a stick like thingy on the ground, i better make sure i'd move away from it...

I seriously cannot imagine summer, the variety of bugs that will come out due to the heat, oh gross, and my roomate would probably not be ard, how will i survive i wonder, such a scary thought... I'd prolly be buying tons of insecticides, come to think of it, we haven't bought insecticides so far, but fret not! we have frebreeze or something like that, bought 2 of that and tons of other nonsense today from the C store to finish up our points, and hurhur i ended up spending $220++ worth of points on groceries/ neccessities. Kinda shocking hur! well i think the main reason of the expenditure was the beef Jerkies that i was intending to bring back. I think the guy at the register thought we were kinda mad lol....

Dusty!!

2006-11-29T01:38:00.000-04:00

gosh i was looking at the top of my screen, and there was a layer of dust -_-" well its like more dust than Singapore >.<" I wonder where all the dust flew from. One more thing i realise, like i was telling my roomie "eh, i realise there is no roach here(meaning bloomington)" and as we both get freaked out by insects she said "choy!" lol... but one thing we both agree on is that the flies here are HUGE (>_<) or rather when there is an insect, it is huge!Its like 2 times or even comparably 3 times the size of the normal insects we see in asia *shakes head*

white board frenzie

2006-11-26T16:32:00.000-04:00

Frenziefied, suddenly everything has piled up, today is the last day of thanksgiving break =( how sad could that be, 4 months of school and 4 days of break. Suddenly i miss being a kid, where everyday is a holiday *shakez head*

I finally uploaded the pictures from chicago, took like the whole day yesterday (*nods* it really did) trying to upload it on multiply *sigh* and now am trying to upload it to photobucket so i could post it up >.<"

ohoh! and i got the skating pictures that Eugene took when we went for skating a week, it was quite a funny sight, *giggles* i shall not mention why, or nt someone will just clobber me to death, but once i have the pictures up *MUAHAHHAHAHA* (evil laughter) the person will be uncovered hehehe.... But well its great fun!

Yesterday was such a laid back day, so is today, well.... ok.... correction, today is suppose to be a frantic day finishing up assignments and stuff, but well here i am updating my blog, and waiting for Vonne to pick up her luggage before i touch dream land for an hour plus ( see i even intend to sleep, slacker me ) well okok.... i know i should be more hard working.... Finals in a week plus *ahuh*, well its not like i am not frantic, but somehow just too tired to be frantic... BUT!!!! tonight i shall start my ordeal of studying *nods* i will~ +Determined+ hurhur....

Finals in 2 weeks would means!!! soon i'll go back Sg! and Indo, can't wait, but too bad most of my friends are either working or simply not going back for winter break, like Dan is prolly not going back either is Jon and co. sad sad..... I would be back in Sg only for a week, so am gonna make full use of that 1 week to enjoy food, friends and basically Singapore!

Niqq, Shuzhen and I went to Bed Bath and Beyond yesterday before going to Best Buy to help David buy some stuff, we ended up buying Mirror, at last my room mirror, i don't have to keep running into the loo lol), and humidifier which i am glad i bought! at least now i dun get those irritating dry throat when i wake up, today was such nice a morning *smiles* and my darling hairdryer at last!!! No more wet hair!!!

Cute ain't it *grinz*

Eheh! The Chicago is finally loaded on my photobucket!!! so here goes gonna post some of the pics here, the rest could be found Here. I uploaded some other pics of Lemon Lake and the farm trip n etc. should check it out!

View From the Hotel Room~

Chicago by night

Princess hours madness

2006-11-25T11:44:00.000-04:00

I have been so hooked to "goong, princesses hours" I like their OST hurhur its nice! you all should catch it... Anyway! Am back from chicago!! its so fun, like way fun! gonna upload the pictures soon, but just not now (too much pictures, 2 memory card >.<)

Niqq, Shuzhen and myself went up to chicago on wednesday, it was somewhat a 4 hour drive, we got kinda lost, and exited on the south end of Chicago, it was somewhat a scary experience, esp when we heard on thursday morning on the news that 2 women is held hostage with a gunmen on the south end of chicago *blinks*. We reached Chicago around 3pm (including the getting process) just in time to check into our hotel, which was at the city center, we were glad at least we made it =p. After resting awhile, we headed down to Gurnee, this outlet mall about 45 min away from Chicago itself. Got there quite late but looted quite a few stuff! *grinz* my oakley shades *grinz grinz*, Banana Republic jacket and a Calvin Klein peacoat which was great! Had Ruby Tuesday for dinner, well i wouldn't say its anywhere great but would do for our poor stomach~~ Got back to the hotel around 11+pm and all of us was pretty much dead tired X_X

Thursday we had a great time, set off out from our hotel, on foot at 12pm walked around took tons of pictures, we went to see espnzone, the infamous chicago's theater, Chicago court house (where lake house was filmed, where Keanue Reeves supposedly got knocked down), there was a German fest there, and we looted a few stuff too!! (shoppoholics!) millenium park, we even walked pass the skating ring which was suppose to be infront of the restaurant that Sandra Bullock waited for Keanue Reeves), we walked around and even went up to the John hancock observatory and had a wonderful view of Chicago by night...

We caught a movie before going down to Aurora, we caught Deja-Vu it was great! I wouldn't say the best, but definately worth watching!!! We reached Aurora at around 11+pm and gosh like there are tons of people, and even a huge long queue outside coach >.<" But oh well Shuzhen and me looted quite abit of stuff *shake head* we realli shop too much, blah! hehe...*grinz*

Chicago is such a beautiful place! Its architecture is just simply wonderful... I hope we will go back there on a longer trip next time round! so much we have yet to see!!!

Foggie

2006-11-18T11:12:00.000-04:00

I woke up and looked out of the window, and i couldn't see across the carpark not even to the bus stop, gosh its like ultimate fog today. This is like the worst fog-out i ever had!

At last everything has finished, all my examinations, for so far that is, and i hate myself for making a stupid mistake during math *snarls*. Finals is the last hurdle before this semester comes to a close. Reflecting on everything its like... time passes so fast, that sometimes i fear how fast its going, so much uncertaintities out there. Its like today's fog, everything is so blur out there, sometimes you tend to fear whats out there. What people expects of you and what you expect out of yourself... When we were like tiny toddlers we wished we would grow up and be grown ups, now at this age, sometimes i wish i could not have wished growing up was not this fast, and that i could re-enjoy everything, with no worries...

But oh well, life doesn't work that way, its a cycle! Or nt our poor parents would be suffering under our clutches even more -_-" I hope i make it, i hope my dreams will unfold, inspiration will struck me and everything will just be good!

Ah Ah enuff of my "dreamy" talk again, back to reality... My roomate and I *muhahahhaha* spent like 6 hours staring at the TV last night, which was funny, we never did watch that much TV since we got it. But there was so much nice shows going on yesterday! we watched till ghost whisperer ended, which I was rather thankful for, coz there is this particular band which should be applaud for their music...
Midnight Hour, you could check their song "war" on their site, but you should really listen to "running away" that was on ghost whisperer, its really nice! Was trying to find their album, sadly enuff couldn't find it, but fret not, its because they haven't gotten any album out *i think* was reading their blog entries and i realise that they just signed a contract *grinz*! Hopefully they come out with an album soon!!!!!!!

We watched Borat but... Its not as funny as we thought it would be.. quite a disappointment... >.< urgh, i miss singapore good movies!

To make up for all that, the cutest thing i got this week is these flowers!!

hehe thanks for the flowers! *hughug*

Dual Colour

2006-11-10T13:19:00.000-04:00

I am so amazed when my roomate mentioned that in one of our classes, we have a classmate whose eye color is different in both eyes... I cannot imagine how come i never saw it before, maybe coz i wasn't too interested in watching people during my speech class, moreover he was not much of an exciting speech giver, so I guess I was usually doing my own stuff.... But!!! on wednesday I did make an effort to look closely at his eyes, and woah!!!!! he has one blue and one brown eyes, thats so cool! But the good thing abt him is that its not tooo obvious so if you don't notice him that much, you would not realise that he has 2 different colored eyes.

I wonder how he got that, was he born with it *ponders* or was it something else *blinks* just simply amazing !!! kkk soz i was too obsessed. Anyway! YEAH~~~ *celebrates* am done with my q project, i guess it made me even more sick that yesterday, due to standing out at the Arboretum for like 3 hours *shakez head*, went to health center in hope for them to give me proper medication, but nooOO~~~~~~~~ the doc gave me only pain killers -_-" and now my head is swooning.

Yesterday i practically spent my day doing nothing tooo constructive *disappointed* and today am like half drowsy -.-" gonna go back the health center later and ask for some fast effective medication, i hope they giving me some med that by tml i'll be well >.<.

Talking abt yesterday, went down to chow bar with Mic to eat beef noodle, gosh so long since i ate proper asian food! and then came back to my place to dance salsa!!! ^.^\/ so long since i dance i think like a month or so, both of us like forget most of the stuff, but think i m worst i like totally forget everything! even the basic steps lol~ my roomie was asleep when she was suppose to dance along *tsktsk* (think everyone is getting sick) We both tried the 3rd disc for salsa and *ahem* i became a spinning top *ahem* i turning endlessly and felt i was growing wings *poutz* but was funny though, laughed so much! Gosh i never enjoy myself for so long *grinz* Should do this everyweek, good stress reliever!

Aight enuff of my blabbling, i have sooooooooooooooooooooo much work to do, my white board iis like filled with words of things to do~!

Raiders Vs. Seahawks

2006-11-07T01:09:00.000-04:00

Just finished a 3 hour game between Raiders and the Seahawks, its like "huh..." The score was like 0-16,quite sad, was expecting better from them, their D-line was good but their QB, lets say I am quite disappointed, he got sacked 3 times in a row during the 1st Quarter and 9 sacks throughout the game =(. But oh well that was the only bad thing that happened in this week +

Halloween was a blast, the dressing up part that is, the crowd the people I saw!!! Its nothing compared to Sg's Halloween though in Sg, my friends and I dress up but its not as fun and the atmosphere is not as great as here! I guess its the culture yeah ~ *grinz* The morning of halloween, I watched my first football game! oh yeah~ me... watch football lol, was great though, coz IU won MSU, when MSU is supposedly to win, we won by a large margin too! *grinz* and guess that really made me start liking football. That sunday while project work, My team mates and me end up watching Football where the Colts was going against the Broncos hehee it was fun!!!!! This is like the second thing that i got all crazy over since am here, Salsa and now Football! *shake head* Come to think of it, I soooo Miss Dancing, Salsa!!! Micheal!!!!!! Salsa~!!!!

Went down to David's place yesterday to watch the game between Colts and Patriots. It was intense and great, I learnt from David, Patriots is great and that Tom Brady; Patriots' QB is suppose to be the good few QB other than Peyton Manning( rem~~ am only a newbie in this hehe so alot of things I duno)which made it quite an interesting match and Colts won 27-20 hehe and so now they stand as the undefeated team!8-0 gosh funfun!

Football Game

Post Game!

Halloween!!!

A Light!

2006-10-22T22:37:00.000-04:00

I found it, i found it! I think *ponders* at least i did well for a couple of paper other than my accounting *grinz wide*. A100... a danger to my health, countless squeezing of the brain cells, i can imagine small brain cells with cartoon eyes,sweating out but still empty -.-" reminds me abit of those charcoal thingy in "Howls Moving Castle"

Over the past few weeks been digging for my normal self,i am still missing some parts of me, the determined me, i wonder where it went... And it seems like i am abt to go to a major hibernation period, stuffing my face with all kinda things, and i have a custom to love pot pies muhahhahahaha not like i can cook it, more like microwave food, my housemate and me have resorted, tried and tested on alot of microwave food, but found only that 'amy's kitchen' type of microwave food are nice, i should stop n start losing weight *complains* gonna turn into a balloon soon if i do not. Green tea!~~~~~~ detox!!!!!!! everything need to be done! *snarls*

A couple of weeks ago i went to this farm trip here, thanks to those who drag me to go, although my results for those two test made me wanna cry but i am damn glad i took my mind off to go for that trip *muacks muacks* Here are some of the pictures, notice how "BUBBLY" i am -.-" *wails*

P.s Some has no caption toooooo much pictures~~~

On the road, doesn't it look beautiful like some fairy tale thingy!

The big fat dog, he is damn huge -.-" look at Eugene next to him.

Quackie

Niqq, Weiyi and ME! on the way to visit the Cows!

Denise, me , Niqq, Weiyi!~

Hui the master violinst!, Eugene, Denise, muah.

The first cow we see.

The cow! and the corn, i was told they are attracted to yellow *blinks*

K i look abit terrified, of that cow, its tounge -.-"~ ew~~~

Niqq's attempt

His other attempt seems abit unsuccessful.

awwww~

Eugene, Denise, Me , Niqq, Hui and the owner~ she is so cute!

Denise, Niqq and Micheal!

Eugene vs, Blueberry

The group of us, missing Micheal, the dog infront is so cute, its like posing for the pic lol!

The old tractor!

The RV! omgzers i want it, tv, kitchen, king bed! and everything!

The tree does it reminds you of some tree in WOW

niqq trying to do duno what to the dog.

Notice what he is staring at -.-" our trick to lure him to see the cam hehe.

CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE gosh i mish my dog.

The hay stack, -.- abit blur but better than the other.

Nice ya!

Nearly caused us our lives! the damn cows scare us -.-"

nicenice fall view! now its BRRR~

Fustration Works

2006-10-14T12:21:00.000-04:00

I don't know why but since am here my concentration level has drop alot, somehow someway i better find it back, this mid term hopefully would wake me up really hard, i better do something about it. Had my math midterms and i realise, my mind is 90% empty i don't know why, its not like i did not study its just that something is wrong in either the process of studying or something.

Tomorrow is my A100 finals, i better do extra work today and tml.

Salsa

2006-10-01T10:33:00.000-04:00

God am hooked to salsa, its so fun, so much fun since i last dance! hehehe *claps*. over the past few weeks my results been scaring me quite a bit, i didn't do that well obviously and i need to push my results up! Everything is quite in a jumble, i have a speech on wed, and i gotta push myself to do some work!

Hui's b'dae was the day before yesterday, i really like sushi bar, oh~~~` my endless list of sashimi >.< which i didn't get to eat in the end -_-" i was dead tired mainly due to early morning class and my first salsa lesson, which was a blonk coz i couldn't really understand her, but before dinner when we went to micheal's place and dance i got it pretty breezy (proud of myself) and i guess i cannot dance when my partner dun pushthat much coz i duno when to turn n stuff lol, there is this particular guy that really push me in class so~ its really nice i feel twirly! hehehee

Yesterday went for some class which was useful! gonna start studying that way no more taking hours to study! And for once do well i hope esp in this mid term! Muz jia you le! hehe yesterday was cute, i went to micheal's place with shuzhen to learn salsa again~ =x sorry am hooked. eugene was there, weiyi, david and denise, SOOooOOOooo much fun! gosh gosh *grinz* and eugene was trying on make up lol, rather disturbing but funnie muhahhhahaa.

kk got tons of work to do now XD !

Asian Culture Reversed

2006-09-22T01:50:00.000-04:00

I never actually had such bad preception of Japanese, none of my friends are like that, i am not exactly complaining about them but sometimes i tend to wonder, is this what world has evolved over time into? First time i met my roomate, if u scroll a few entries ago, i was pretty relieved, well now i doubt so -.-" she brings home guys from god noes where and stays until pretty late, look at the time now, and i haven't even revised my work only just finished bathing after that guy went off.

What surprises me more is that she has a boyfriend and she acts like she doesn't have one, i sometimes wonder what her boyfriend thinks if he knows,its not like i care or anithing. But i really can't really understand her attitude n stuff, she likes to sit on guys' lap and sleep in the same bed with some, i mean if i know a friend for long enuff it would be no problem but not someone that i just know for a couple of weeks -.-"~

Anyway 2 papers down, critical on both and one more paper tml morning, gonna squeeze something into my brains for another hour and maybe another hr in the morning, u ppl know how much i sux with math =.=~ oh well. I miss my woofie, my darling(s) hehe...I am just getting warmed up here! Love ya ppl tons!~ *muack muack*

Owner~ kisses!

BCEC AND SNC

2006-09-18T21:24:00.000-04:00

Omg! I just came back from this BCEC ( Business Careers in Entertainment Club) when me and shuzhen went in we were kinda shock by the amount of ppl in the lecture theater, amazingly enough we blur toots thought that it was the amount of people interested in the club, but hey~ turn out we say Lawrence than we realise that it wasn't just ppl like us, it was more like an extra credit for those who wanted it for X220 lol~ oh well =p

Anyway come to talk about it, BCEC seems so interesting that me and Shuzhen actually signed up for it, they presented themselves really well and at the end i was so awed by this particular group "Straight no chasers" at first i was so skeptical about boy bands, and the thought of another boyband kinda made horrible slow flim played across my mind... but i was totally wrong, they are like SUPER good! I mean really~ good... i admire them *claps* the whole lecture room was hysterical when they finished performing, i am such a instant fan, that i bought their cds, there goes my money! But its worth imo~ This prove one thing, the singing hoosier here in indiana damn good!

Gosh papers are on the 21st and i am still slacking , i still have 2 more Reading Journal i hope to finish my tonight and do some sociology reading =|...

Life Here

2006-09-17T04:13:00.000-04:00

Life here has been pretty good, too much work to do and don't have time to go online and update my blog, very much been busy, i never knew there was so much readings to be done in US schools... I never ever read before class coz by the time i do, i'd already fallen asleep =| i guess tomorrow or rather later onwards i need to start reading up my stuff properly when i am awake.

These few days been sleeping at odd timing, on thursday night shuzhen and me slept over at denise's house after studying, and ended up waking early late for class, yesterday we studied at David's till quite late + watch movie and ended up sleeping there unfortunately not too comfy and we all were freezing so ended up going back at 7+ in the morning, and now~ after studying for nearly half the day, i am here just washed my mane and about to go sleep...

At least i did quite a bit of work today, tomorrow i need to do like 1.5 times more than what i did today so i better get some shut eye >.<

Oh well will update soon after this week ends as i got too much stuff going on this week, wish me luck for my tests =D

Misses

2006-08-25T23:27:00.000-04:00

I kinda miss home, home meaning, Singapore. Its the first night in the dorm, I was a tad bit awkward with my dorm mate but i guess things are going better, she is studying chinese and political science ( if am not wrong, I can't exactly understand her ). I hope we get closer though, I am abit awkward with such stuff.

Mama is in her 12hr transit and if am not wrong she still has 5 hours more to go. I kinda miss her =( thankful Dec am going back.

Oh well pretty much tire myself out =| Found a jogging mate with the girl 2 doors down! Wahahaha, she runs alot, her roomate sings >.< its kinda cool ya!

Gonna zone out now, pretty much beat!~

Shopping Spree!

2006-08-19T23:16:00.000-04:00

I went down to Edinburgh late today noon with Niq and Yvonne and our parents, its nearly an hour drive from Bloomington. It is like so huge, and having 2 girls like Yvonne and me, we went gaga! As in literary gaga. I am planning to loot some Coach when I am going back Singapore, its expensive but well its still cheaper than those in shops in Singapore. We shopped for a few stuff, went to some cosmetic shop and I looted a Clinique Rich Texture Blush in Rich Twany and a Clinique High Impact Eye Shadow in Shameless and including tax that cost like USD$24 thats awfully cheap, we spent nearly an hour there before proceeding to a perfume shop and I got myself Perry Ellis' Reserve for women, it has this nice fresh smell which I like, Paris Hilton's new perfume ain't that bad too! But overall I prefer this and it cost me about USD$24.

We went on to a couple of shops and I ended up with more loots and having to spend USD$150 for a Gap sweater, a T-Shirt, a pants and a polo from aeropostale, a watch from Timberland which was 50% off, a mattress pad and those above. Its a long time since i did so much shopping , felt uber happy! Tml gonna go take a look at Fridge and microwave muhahhaa.

My Roomate is this girl who is doing and exchange study in Indiana for a year till May 2007, she is from Nagoya! I haven't been there before, hopefully am able to go there next summer if am able to save up. Her name is Nagisa Otake, so cool right. Am just so uber excited about meeting her. I hope i can clique real well with her! Ok am off for now, churchy tml morning!

So here is a pic if my loots!

Miss

2006-08-19T10:10:00.000-04:00

Missing You
by John Seabrook
My heart aches within from missing you,
My lips long for the feel of kissing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin,
To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace,
Just to look upon your face,
Just one little touch,
From the one I love so much,
If I could gaze upon your smile,
For just a little while,
To know that you miss me too,
As I'm thinking of you,
To hear the sound of you breathe,
Knowing you'll never leave,
To see you walk up to me,
Then embrace you tenderly,
To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling,
And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
I sit here alone in my office tonight,
And pray that somehow this all turns out right,
I've never been one to do more taking than giving,
I'm not well off but I work hard for a living,
I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought,
And in lifetime, who would have thought,
That I have found someone who was just meant for me,
I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain't over till one of us draws the final curtain,
For I've seen an angel and I want you to know,
If it's my choice to make, I'll never let you go,
Don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
To think you may be mine in a matter of time,
And though I cannot touch you and we are now apart,
My Love, you do dwell, so deep within my heart.

This is one of the most beautiful poems I have read in a long time. I loved it. It said everything I was feeling, but could not put into words. I miss him so much, the distance the feeling. Him and my other friends ~>.<~

Click Click

2006-08-19T08:45:00.000-04:00

Yesterday was advising and move-in day, I was quite upset by the fact there is no mass common lounge =( but I guess that the level 1 and 2 lounges are more than enough, other than that, I am pretty pleased with the position of my room hehehe! Its near the laundry and around the corner is the Bathroom with the water dispenser infront of my room. So convenient hehe.

Advising was quite good, everything went quite good. I got most of the courses I wanted except for one which I seriously hope I could get =\ need to brush up on my math due to not doing math for like a few years and besides Sats that I did last dec and no math practice thereafter esp factorisation and logs, that was stagnant for the past 4 years >.<

Here are some shots of the things ard, most of them are still in my cam, kinda too lazy coz my wires are in my big suitcase and now its at the dorm -_-"

The highway view from the holiday inn airport select, that we stayed on our first night.

How cute are the checks lol... slyvester and tweety!

Another! Classic Pooh.

Hehe the soap from travelodge, does it look familiar *grinz*

View from the parking lot at 9++ pm, the sunsets very late here during summer so the nights are short =| its beautiful ain't it.

I guess thats it for now till i actually move into the dorm and settle dwn!

Freshmen

2006-08-14T23:30:00.000-04:00

Aight so.. Orientation.. Well lets say it din reali start out too good. First the computer kinda screwed up pretty much. So most of us who came for the 9am orientation had to go for the orientation at 6pm. Like HUR! 6pm. We had like time from 9.30am till 6pm before we could do anything, so this is like a typical BLUE Monday. So we went ard did my bank, photocopy and stuffies, and i got lost as usual on going back up, theres so little directions or rather theres limited signs on where is what.

We ended up watching Devil wears Prada, its pretty nice, the cinema is pretty far like 15 min car drive. Somehow i don't reali think its worth paying so money for a car + insurance n stuff but sometimes we do need to get around, so pretty kinda hard. I guess am gonna work on campus after my second sem in class. Cella was telling me that i should get a Job for extra cash, am hoping i can save up tons during college n get scholarships and stuff >.<

Tml is gonna have some crazy stuff, maths test, tb screening and stuff, am pretty much drained but made a few new friends =D.

Aight gonna zone out now <3

Jet Lag

2006-08-13T00:36:00.000-04:00

so... this is what i been kinda looking forward to, or rather the only big change in my life so far. It felt like my life just started, coz from now onwards i have to survive on my own. Live my own make friends and everything anew, and i am determined to make this work! Everything seems so far but its a great change than Singapore's hectic society, though i must say that i quite miss Singapore. Everything seems so close as in walking distance, maybe also the reason that i lived there for quite sometime, a good 15 years.

Like thania said, i will get a culture shock. I did.. its scary, everything is so far, quiet, slow and kinda more relax... but also a tad bit more expensive. Was looking for cable for my scanner, i bought one for my printer for 8 bucks and here ... its 31.99 how expensive is that -.-" i guess later onwards i'll go with Denise and her friend to get my phone and stuffies. Monday is orientation hope things would be much better after i sign my housing contract and stuff it would be easier on stuff.

Jet lag is getting to me, its like 1+ am here and ard 1+ pm sg and am pretty much awake argh oh well my memory is failing me =.= due to the lack of concentration =(

M+Y

2006-08-09T12:42:00.000-04:00

Got another ring this time round after i complained about the small 2 tooth chip on the ring *sniffles* my expression changed when i got on the bus and i was fiddling around with the ring only to realise a deep scratch tons of small scratch and 2 dents! This time round i made sure i got a surgical steel ring, that would do much of the trick for a user like me, Raf got one too hehe *grinz wide* and it suits him very much.

Time ticks away as i have a day + a few hours left in sg, till prolly december holidays, school is gonna start and everything seems so blury~ time does pass very fast.I am pretty much scared, maybe coz the new enviroment and suchs and also to the uncertain future...

Had xiao long bao just now and the one at din tai feng (think this is the spelling) its good! *nodsnods* a must try hehe not oily, smooth and great! The only bad point is that the skin gets hard fast due to the lack of oil >.<" but its much healthier hehe. The fried rice is great and so is the stew beef, we had quite alot of food and it only sums up to approx S$40 for the 3 of us, was great and filling!

The Lake House makes me sniffle abit, i would say its good... imagine~ esp the house! Its like WOAH, i wanna live in that kinda house, glass, small, comfy, the bad thing is privacy and +++ stalkers hehe~

Aight gonna hit the sack after burning the rest of the stuff~ *paw prints*

Sales Sales and more Sales

2006-08-05T21:04:00.000-04:00

Sales sales! Initially we wanted to go sentosa yesterday but somehow we kinda dismissed the idea due to not wanting to spend so much, but we ended up spending more than that *poutz* G2000 was having some what of a great sale, I bagged a blazer, a skirt , 2 shirt and one shirt for Raf, and my tab was S$140 quite worth I must say, I had a total savings of more than S$300, how cool is that hehe! If you are wondering how is that happening, well the blazer at normal price is S$159 and now its S$49 hehe so that's like a S$101 worth of discount. Hehe am sure many of you are wide eyed now, if I was working I would definitely purchase more but too bad am not.. I bought 2 more stuffs which was great sale 2 for S$49.90 and one more cute Victorian top for S$20 it was on sale too. Now am extremely contented *grins wide* with my splurge though it kinda add up till S$207. This is more than I spend on CNY shopping lol!

I finally got a new comp and new casing for mom's and an external hdd on Monday, hehe yeah finally an external hdd, but it kinda cost me S$129 I was hoping it would be lesser cos my coussy got it for a tad bit more than that a couple of years before, so I guess the price did not go down that much. Was looking at mp3 players and the iriver clix and on both Iaudio A2 and IAudio 6 i've been rather satisfied with IAudio and I think that the voice recording is way cool, coz of the sensitivity its much clearer!

6 more days including today till I fly off, kinda scared, kinda worried, but mainly i'll miss a lot of ppl =( but fret not! Will be back to indulge in sales again! hehe

Anyway remmeber the zoo photos I mentioned you can actually go catch a glimpse of it here.I somewhat realized that I still have not edited the Thailand trip I went on -_-"~ lazy me oh well hehe aight gonna zone out tata ~

Heres a few pics from da zoo.

The beginning

The Hunk

The cutie

Good Fun Good Food

2006-07-29T10:36:00.000-04:00

Simply the best has just happen in the past 12 hrs, I haven't been in so much satisfaction the whole day, good food, good fun, great exercise, and now I can barely feel the ground below me, or rather I dun feel my toes *wiggle*

We walked talked laughed at sheeps and everything, to think we actually went to the zoo! It was so much fun though much tiring.

Had the most tastiest stingray and squid, its something that I wouldn't mind traveling all the way to Jurong just to eat. Its better than bedok 85 and much better than chompchomp trust me wahaha.

Today is simply the best! K am gonna edit those zoo pics and those of chiangmai and will upload em into my multiply acc and upload a few here *grinz wide*

Fulfillment, utterly Happy *floats ard*

2006-07-16T05:10:00.000-04:00

one thing i do not understand, when my grandma was alive they quarrel, she pass away, they quarrel, my grandpa alive they quarrel... what next? my grandpa 's last breath, they quarrel?

i dun mean to curse but this time i really curse him bad, is like if he cared abt his parents, oma wouldn't die like that, would she? lol he live the nearest yoohoo! oh well. I was just talking to mom the other day, is like, how come he is so nice when he is with other ppl, but to his own family he like think we are out to harm him? weird huh... juz major weird~

*zoning out*

Silhouettes

2006-07-15T10:46:00.000-04:00

Gosh guess what, i got back in touch with Puay Tong!!! She apparently left Katong Convent Primary suddenly in pri 5. I did not know y i guess many of us did not know the reason why, she suddenly just left =( . Apparently she knows kane! omg a small world ya lol. Should really meet em all up before i go off from sg, as the saying goes " so many things, so little time"

Was looking at some cosplay pics Hong took, omg lol some of them is so cool, wonder how much they actually spend on those costume, heard from Ben that one of his friends spent like 800 bucks on a full cosplay uniform. Isn't that abit too expensive? imo its like hell ex =p but oh well~ if i were to pay something of that amount for something i love, i would too hehe! as the label says "High Maintainence"

Road on the fast track

2006-07-12T12:15:00.000-04:00

Before I know it its Thursday already, its been 4 days since am back. This time round since am back its been on the fast track, or rather on a bullet train. Been settling visa and it seems like forever. Everyday been draggin'coz everyone is busy and time drags its feet.

The only time I had to sit properly without excessive perspiration is juz now watching valentino's success, how cool isit, when he was 17 he went to Paris and brought Italian fashion over! And he use to sit with Yves and Karl in a cafe during their lunch break when they were other designer's assistants and how they are like the top few designers the world can bring! Its like they age so gracefully with time... I wanna be like that.

I just came home from settling some visa stuff and getting my sevis done, thanks tons to my cousin and uncle! Mom was less sporting this time round, she was asleep since like 9pm =( left me alone to finish up everything. Tomorrow I still have a talk to attend at noon =
Life on the fast pace, I have 2 things to say, first... I like it, second I wish I can find a job that gives me the excitement and the fast pace! With rest in between of course!

Got to know thania from Ella, from Indiana and she was telling me abt the dorms lol sounds a tad bit scary... But guess gotta go dwn n check it out for myself.

aight gonna zone out in awhile after watching "half past dead" on trans TV, pimples are starting to pop out! I guess is the dust. Think I would be back in sg only on the 24th >.<"

Love all those out there ciaos!

Ride Home

2006-07-09T13:32:00.000-04:00

+.+ its 12:30am here in jkt, and am back after 2 months; the shortest interval i have ever had in coming back to jkt. Missed yesterday's flight, well kinda coz mama din pack finish. Got down to airport in the morning and we missed the morning flight also -_-" in the end we went on the 8:45pm flight with tons of cargo, my back and shoulders are aching but at least i got back to my cosy crib *eyein my bed*

Been a seriously hectic month, packing, graduation, dinner, flight bookings apartment rentals, etc. Couldn't get a confirmation on the flight on august 11th, thats like a month time, and i'll be out of sg, a slight glimpse of hope yet also abit worried on somethings. From now on everything is going to go on the fast road, tomorrow i would have to register through the net for my visa than print it out. Probably gonna go down visit gramps and get the materials for the visa application and sub cards so i can survive the odds. Would be back on the 17th if everything run smooth, otherwise i would be heading back by the 24th.

By the time i go back i have to do a serious packing, get my cpu casing, an aluminum one light weight so i can bring my cpu over to the states, coz 90% of the time mom won't use it, she is planning to get a lappy, it would be easier for her too~ So i guess rather than throwing it away it would be better to bring it along, the only thing that i would greatly miss is my monitor X_X hehe kk i m starting to sound like one of those comp geek! *floats ard in frenzy mode*. Other than my cpu casing i have to get alot of stuff for sch. And by the 8th i would have to pack finish. I hope i get a confirm fly out on the 11th. Was looking at the flight plan its like Singapore -> Tokyo -> Unknown (DTW, wheres that destination)-> Indianapolis its at 6am from sg and would reach indiana at 6pm indiana time which should be 6am sg time so a 24hr flight. Hope i could do some shopping in tokyo =x

Aight am gonna hit the sack need to wake up really early tomorrow.

p.s the air flight i was on, its i would say the worst i had in 20 years, the condition of the plane... omg, the food; Rotiboy, like wth..

Black Onyx

2006-06-20T08:40:00.000-04:00

Rafie got me an Black Onyx ring that i was eyeing on for our 4th mth ani, it was funnie how he gave me the ring... I was rubbing the usual ring i had while we were watching Garfield 2 and he said take it off coz it seemed uncomfy for me, and suddenly after that he slipped on the ring he bought. He went to woodlands to get it, god am i touched >.<" thanks for everything! It totally smitten me >.< And he spent so much that day on me, i feel guilty X_X

Looks ugly in this pic =( will upload a nicer one! Anyway was looking up on black onyx on the net and this is what i got!

Black Onyx Symbolism and Jewelry

Onyx is a variety of chalcedony, a type of quartz that is composed of layers of darker and clearer colours ranging from cream white, pale brown to reddish brown (a variety of onyx known as sardonyx) and black . More specifically, black onyx, known as black agate, is a black gem stone with thin stratums of white. Most stones found on the market originate from mines in Brazil, Mexico, Argentina, India and Madagascar. Jewelry artists around the world appreciate black onyx because is particularly suitable for carving and engraving work.

Black onyx was a very popular and widespread gem in the Antiquity. It was called after the Greek word "onux" meaning "fingernail", because its cream white lines recall the colour of fingernails, and also because it is related to a symbolical legend. Indeed, in Greek and Roman mythology, EROS (or CUPID) visited his mother APHRODITE or VENUS, goddess of love and beauty, while she was sleeping, and trimmed her fingernails with the help of an arrow. The three FATES, who were assigned to give men and women life, destiny and death, collected the bits of fingernails and changed them into onyx stones, preventing even the lesser parts of the goddess’ body from decay.

Black onyx is believed to hold powerful properties related to protection and vigour. Warriors used to wear black onyx in order to be strong enough to defeat their adversaries. In most religions, rosaries (strings of beads that allow prayer counting) were made of black onyx over the centuries. In India, in the region of Agra, one can visit the Kanch Mahal where there is a black onyx statue of MAHAVIRA, who was a prince born in the sixth century BC. All his life long, he preached barefoot across India. His name is derived from a Sanskrit word meaning "brave". Black onyx is also associated to witchcraft, and sometimes to black magic. In the post-Victorian Age, it became the mourning stone on memorial jewelry.

Black onyx gems can make very effective worry stones, which help people to get rid of their fears, anxieties, nightmares and recurrent thoughts: the person is supposed to hold the stone and visualise haunting thoughts being captured by it, and becoming harmless. It is advised to use fresh water to cleanse the stone, especially when given to somebody else or when it seems "full". Black onyx is believed to enhance sportspersons’ energy, when it is worn as a pendant near the solar plexus in particular. It has protective properties for couples, and it is a gem for self-control and self-centring. Nevertheless it may have a negative influence when it is worn too long, attracting sadness, fear and boredom.

Black onyx is widely used for cameo and intaglio carving, and jewelry artists often employ its elegant, shiny and dark features in order to enhance the qualities of brighter gem stones, such as diamonds, rubies, emeralds etc… Sparkling flowery earring motifs with a black heart and colourful petals, classy gold rings studded with diamond and black onyx gems, or plain black onyx crystal point pendants: everyone can find his or her own black onyx treasure.

Long absence

2006-06-20T08:21:00.000-04:00

Woah been nearly a month of absence, time passes so fast these days and it keeps getting faster. Quite scary I would say, if all go smooth I would be out of here in less than 2 mths, time is something so immeasurable and fast. This coming Thursday am having my internal exam, its for the internal exam that I missed nearly a mth ago. Isn't it fast, like a mth ago... Too fast I would say, been trying to practice hard these days but yeah kinda have no mood or what so ever, moreover the moody weather ain't helping that much -_-".

Went down to asteroids a couple of weeks ago juzt to visit Chris n co. And we saw this beautiful place, nice eh~ kinda like the windows. Marine parade has like one of those few beautiful houses, we noticed one in particular with a swimming pool up on the roof ( a penthouse ) woah its like my dream apartment >.<"

Was out with Ben a 2 weeks ago and we went down to this building opposite paradiz centre, where theres tons of comic stuff and anime toys and figurines, the whole building seems dedicated to it. Can't remember the name though *ponder* but hehe I manage to buy something from there, I so didn't want to spend but can't help not wanting it...

It has this bobbling head and it bobbles everything enuff light touches the solar panel, how cute its like nodding *pinches*. We went to watch cars after that which was a great show! U ppl should catch it. Its humorous and yet touching ~>.<~ i wanna catch it again!

On sunday Raf and me went to watch RV, i had such a great laugh that i needed to go to the loo, ok that sounded abit obscene but yeah, its one of the nicer movies i have caught this year, to me RV is much better than XMen or The omen (both which i was kinda quite disappointed in =\) we were walking ard and we saw everyone looking down lol guess what we saw!

Lolzers its cute yah , I can't really make out what animal they are or whatever they are suppose to be, but Raf and me decided to settle that they are a bunch of pandas,*giggles* anyway they do have some similarities to the bobbling panda I bought =p

These days supermarket has some of the cutest food ever, look at these two items we found at the Japanese section while shopping for groceries.

Cup noodles with dog and pandas!

And Fox and Pig. How interesting can food get!

Now I shall leave u all with the last pic!

From Action City hahahaaa, I wonder what use is this for -_-" seems like gearing up for Halloween!

Fishbone

2006-06-03T22:43:00.000-04:00

I have tried, oh yeah i did asking that guy to update his blog but apparently he hasn't *ROARS*! Been feeling rather wrecked this week, the throat thingy and plus a stupid incident that cost me $80 in medical expenses. So this week basically i spent like $150 on -_-" doctors~

Fish is something i dread and this week or rather this friday it proves to be right, i was eating and minding my own business, and this fishbone decided to hook itself onto my throat. The bad thing is i was having cough and it hurts each time i cough, tried to "fish" it out but somehow not much of a use instead it made it much more worst. So i headed to SGH and had it removed. The doctor was pretty amused i must say coz i was not the first one with fishbone in my throat that day, apprarently she said "i have another case of fishbone here". On my way back i vowed to never look at a fish the same way before, mama was saying that i was pretty much a hazard to myself =x.

Yesterday i went down to marine parade after a long while, to go to the library, Yes!~ you ppl heard it right, library. I borrowed 2 books both authored by Danielle Steel, she is such an inspiring writer, one of few i have to give thumbs up to. I like the way she describes the character and actually makes it feel like we were in that story right there n then and watching each scenes passes. We went for an indulgence in the new Banana Mocha was good! ok maybe i am a banana person. Gonna maybe get it again today XD *drools* than went to print some stuff out n headed to MPH. *big wide grin* Saw filofax, was wondering if i should get it, still wondering now. $80 bucks for an organizer, its taxing on the cash but it might be worth~ But knowing myself i tend to doubt if i would use it that much *blinks*

I made up the organizer that i have for Raf, hehe juz a few words of encouragement >.<" Aight i better get ready to get out of my house. Gonna go back marine parade to develop some photos~ peace out!

Best Of You AMV

2006-06-03T02:18:00.000-04:00

Check this amv out, its so beautiful, one of the most sync'd and impressive amv I have seen, the emotions are brought so clearly across to the viewers! Watch it to believe it!~

Song:
Foo Fighters (Best of You)

Anime:
Ah! My Goddess (TV)
Ai Yori Aoshi
Air Master
Akira
Angelic Layer
Argento Soma
Avenger
Azumanga Web Daioh
Bakuretsu Tenshi
Basilisk - Kouga Ninpou Chou
BECK, Mongolian Chop Squad
Bleach
Cat Returns, The
Chrono Crusade (TV)
Comic Party
Cowboy Bebop
Cowboy Bebop - The Movie: Knockin' on Heaven's Door
Elfen Lied
Erementar Gerad
Eureka Seven
Eyeshield 21 (TV)
Fantastic Children
FLCL (Fooly Cooly)
Full Metal Panic
Full Metal Panic: Fumoffu
Full Metal Panic: The Second Raid
Fullmetal Alchemist (TV)
Gankutsuou
GANTZ
GetBackers
Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex
Golden Boy
Grave of the Fireflies
Gundam Seed Destiny
Gunslinger Girl
Haibane Renmei (Charcoal Feathers Federation)
Hajime No Ippo
Happy Lesson
Happy World!
Hellsing
Hikaru no Go
Hitsuji no Uta
Hunter X Hunter OVA 2 (Greed Island)
Hunter X Hunter OVA 3 (Greed Island Final)
Ichigo 100%
Ichigo 100% (OVA)
Ikkitousen
Inu Yasha (TV)
Jin-Roh
Jungle Wa Itsumo Hale Nochi Guu DELUXE
Jungle Wa Itsumo Hale Nochi Guu FINAL
Kakyuusei
Kaleido Star
KARAS
Kenran Butoh Sai
Kiddy Grade
Kill Bill (O-Ren Ishii Anime Scenes)
Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien
Koi Kaze
Kono Minikuku mo Utsukushii Sekai
Kyou Kara Maou!
Last Exile
Le Portrait de Petit Cossette
Love Hina (TV)
Love Hina - Again (OVA)
Lunar Legend Tsukihime (Shingetsutan Tsukihime)
Macross Plus
Macross Zero
Madlax
Mahoraba ~Heartful Days~ (TV)
Metropolis (Rintaro)
Millennium Actress
Monster (TV)
My HiME
Nadia - The Secret of Blue Water (TV)
Naruto
Neon Genesis Evangelion
New Fist of the North Star
Now and Then, Here and There (Ima Soko ni Iru Boku)
One Piece
Otogizoushi
Paranoia Agent
Peace Maker Kurogane
Phantom - The Animation
Prince of Tennis
Ragnarok The Animation
RahXephon (TV)
Rahxephon: Pluralitas Concentio (movie)
Read Or Die - The TV (Read or Dream)
Rurouni Kenshin (TV)
Rurouni Kenshin / Samurai X - 1st OVA (Tsuiokuhen, Trust & Betrayal)
Rurouni Kenshin / Samurai X - 2nd OVA (Seisouhen, Reflection)
Rurouni Kenshin / Samurai X - The Movie (Ishinshishi)
SaiKano (She, The Ultimate Weapon)
Saint Seiya: Tenkai Hen (Joso Overture)
Saint Seiya: The Hades Chapter (OVA)
Samurai 7
Samurai Champloo
Samurai Deeper Kyo
School Rumble
Scrapped Princess
Serial Experiments Lain
Shuffle!
Speed Grapher
Spirited Away
Steamboy
Tales of Phantasia (OVA)
Tenjou Tenge
Tenjou Tenge: Ultimate Fight (OVA)
Tokyo Godfathers
Trinity Blood
Twelve Kingdoms
Twin Spica (TV)
Voices of a Distant Star (Hoshi No Koe)
Wolf's Rain
Wolf's Rain (OAV)
Yakitate!! Japan (TV)

Participation:
Anime Weekend Atlanta 11, AWA 2005 AMV *MASTERS* CONTEST (2005-09-23) Anime USA 2005, Anime USA 2005 (2005-11-18)

Awards:
- Best Drama to Anime USA AMV contest 2005
- 3rd viewer's choice award to Anime USA AMV contest 2005
- Best Drama Video to the Viewer ChoiceÂs Award 2006
- Best Sentimental Video to the Viewer ChoiceÂs Award 2006
- Best Artistic Video to the Viewer ChoiceÂs Award 2006
- Video of the Year to the Viewer ChoiceÂs Award 2006

The Creator's comments :

It's very difficult to comment this video. The idea isn't really original, it's the same theme of the song, same theme of the original music video.

It's a video about life in general, a confession about life, full of passion, rage, deception, determination, desire to fight, desire to give up. A complete theme, without judgment, just a backward step on the life, nothing else.
Some people said me this video is really pessimistic, others said the message is very hopeful. I'm glad this video bring this ambiguity.
Like in the real music video, I have put neutral scenes and elements, without explanation or reason... I love it. I have inset also real scenes of the Foo Fighters' singer to keep the side of a real music video.

Hum I don't success to talk about this video, it's a felling I can't explain correctly, watch it, explications aren't necessary for this one ; I hope you enjoy it.

Airway inflammation

2006-05-30T05:28:00.000-04:00

Alright I have been sick for the past 6 days, first was sore throat than blood in my phlegm, difficulty in breathing, that was quite a scare for me,wanted to go doctor last week Thursday but I thought maybe, just maybe its juz my usual sore throat, so I was stubborn enuff not to go. Stayed home all week and slept basically nothing much due to me being pale n stuff.

On Saturday I was slightly better, note it, slightly! And Raf thought it was a good idea to watch X-Men on Sunday, I thought I was ok too -_-" but guess was wrong, went to eat porridge, initially we wanted to go down to Chomp*2 to eat the HorFun but did not cos we were pressing for time. Which Actually was a wise decision because I would have probably died -___-" my throat that is. XMen was ok, I might say, though I did not really watch it, half the time I was looking else where trying to cough and catching my breath. I couldn't breathe it was like I tried breathing from the mouth and what happened was that the throat became dry and I started coughing, and once I start coughing I get into this coughing fits =( irritating I must say.

During the movie I so wanted to go home, but knowing Raf wanted to watch it badly (he wanted to catch it on Friday but I was like half dead)I did not utter a word. Wanted take cab home but din say anything about it till we reached serangoon central, I was starving , literary my stomach was making the most unbelievable complains. Everything was pretty much close, and I was still coughing like mad, so MAC is out of the idea. That was when I decided lets might as well head to the doc, coz I was breaking out into cold sweat due to the lack of oxygen I could take in =\. The doctor, would I say the most advance I have ever seen, I was expecting a normal hmm typical patient card where the doctor would write the illness n his diagnosis but I was wrong! It was like TABLET PC, he wrote on it all his diagnosis with the tablet pen which was linked to this other computer screen, talk about advance technology, we have one right in the heart of serangoon central.

The first thing I saw that I was like utterly shocked, for my wallet =\, turn out to be true the doctor and medicine came up to about 70 bucks. But well can't blame it, I went to a private 24 hour clinic and I am after all a foreigner more over it was like 12+ am -_-". He asked if I had childhood asthma, I was like "noo~", never did I ever had any airway problem. He kept listening to my breathing which seems like forever coz he asked me to turn n checked my breathing in 6 different places. Which was scary, I thought something was seriously wrong with me. He came to the conclusion that I had inflammation in my airway, HUH! I was like pretty much shocked, airway inflammation sounded abit scary. Raf din go in, I now wished he did =|coz I was too shocked to asked what caused it, even when I took medicine I didn't ask when to eat n stuff, Raf had to asked, he looked pretty worried, I was worried out of my wits too. Airway, that's not a single funny bone tickling, more like spine chilling!

Now is the second day I have been eating the medicines, I contracted fever yesterday and today noon =.=" he did say I might develop fever =( I hate this! My body is shivering I am getting drowsy, think due to the medicine, its like I tried practicing piano and I couldn't my fingers was just not stable. Gosh, the problem is tomorrow I have piano internal exam, but I think I might not just go for it. The teacher said it wouldn't affect my real exam, its just a good practice. To make up for it I guess more practices everyday at least 2 rounds of scales and pieces!

Ah!!!! This is the worst I felt since 3 years ago -_-" where I had flu 3 times in a mth. OH! The other time me and Raf was walking ard in Ps and we saw this really cute bear, the problem is I dun like its hood =( heres a pic of it

Mos Galore

2006-05-18T06:04:00.000-04:00

Ok, so we decided to do our brows (our meaning, me and raf) and if u r wondering if he suggested it, I would say, I kinda pyscho'd him into it *evil laughter* and he got pretty much a scare from it, lolzers, ivy; the girl that did our brows was abit amused at the fact I drag raf to do his brows rofl~.

We thought that since we were heading to Bukit Panjang Plaza to get our brows done, we thought y dun that be our last destination and that way could eat dinner with Ging, wanted to eat the yong tau foo~ its good there *grinz*. So we did, but the unfortunate thing is that =( no more sweet and spicy flavour (ma la) *poutz* but the black bean was all the same, good~(salty thats why). We went to Mos burger after that and had tons of fun snapping nonsense, I duno why raf was still so shy and din wanna get involved -_-" we took over 20 + pics lol~ The Nut and Nutter photography team! =p ok that was lame (blame raf I caught if from him)!

Poseidon was ok~ maybe my expectation of movies is pretty high. It wasn't realli that all nice. Gonna catch "The Davinci Code" later hope its nice, though I have heard the movie critics saying "It gives me headache", "Doesn't mean a good book will produce a good movie, this is rather true for this case" told rafie abt it but he suggested to watch to judge for ourselves, I agree =) so here we go~

I splurge so much this week =( muz control!

splurge item - Braun Buffel wallet~

Tml gonna go work with ging for a day, hope I do well(hope I wake up on time =x)~

Anyway here are the pictures from the Mos madness, look how creative we are! =D Gonna present this in a story manner!(first try! So ahem pardon me)

After a full dinner, we decided to chill over 2 large cups of Ice Milk Tea, an all time classic favorite drink from Mos Burger, can't get enuff of it *slurp*

We took extra milk packets like we always do, unfortunately this time, it proved to be tooooo much...

so instead of putting it down on the table, ging started to let her creativity get the better hold of her.

and I followed ...

Mr Pringles came into our mind~

Than there was a brief pause in the air while ging unfolds her creation, and me staring so evitable lost.

And her creation of flowers was done~

hmmM~ something was glistening and it caught her eye~ Our friendship ring that she got me for my 20th birthday!

hmm i wondered to myself, what else can we make out of those milk packets~

so i fiddle and stumble my fingers *Scratch head* And Tada!

Clover

Shit~(ok it juz look like one, not as if we both are grosszers)

And everyone's favorite character: Mickey Mouse! (aight i noe his head is suppose to be bigger)

And so the end of our creations~ (both the flowers and toons are created by us). By Pam and Ging *proud*

9/11 re live

2006-05-14T23:02:00.000-04:00

Was gazing around my friends blog and something that was rather amusing caught my eye, a video, hehe I m a sucker for documentary video. Its about the 9/11 and instead about the usual "cow calling" we hear, its a clip based on logics and reasons, things we public did not question cos we were not exposed to it. Quite eerie if its for real, makes me feel are we like juz chess pieces and pawns( "koma" )to our governments. What if everything was planned by those who are suppose to protect us. Why such sadistic killing, such inhumane acts. So much questions popped into my tiny brain when I watched this. Take a look at it and judge for yourself (the video clip might not be true, believe at ur own expense).

Another fact I found was that a Singapore industrial designer Jaren Goh mocked up an extremely stylish concept for a Sony Ericsson cameraphone heÂs calling Black Diamond. The description of the phone was pretty amazing(its a 4 megapix phone), and the look simply sleek, minus the thought of fingerprints all over the phone, butIi guess that could be solved. Described "The polycarbonate mirror finish skin, metal detailing and form factor are all rather sleek, but the coolest feature has got to be the OLED borderless screen. Very sexy!". Take a look at more of his work at Jaren Goh. Amazing howSingaporee such a small country could mould such creative minds,I wana be one too!

Jolly-mah , created by nici juz made me passed out coz of its cute factor, so does the rest of the nici toons. Sheeps will never be looked upon by me the same way likeIi used to look at em "mehh~"

how more cute can a sheep get, look at those beady eyes, major cute alert!

Yesterday went down to Plaza Sing. wanted to get some Jolly Mah stuffie but decided to wait tillIi am flying off coz atm my room is in a major soft toy mess. We ended up catching MI:iii well maybe its me, or maybe its the movie,I don't particularly find it being that good even if the budget for the movie is over 1 billion.Doesn't put an edge on it, i still prefer the old tv series. But i won't deny the storyline is pretty alright the fact that they twisted it, thumbs up for that. Got myself a cute pencil case from GV after purchasing the "Moo~vie" combo hehe, i feel like a kid!

But its cute ain't it~

Next in line has to be The Davinci Code , Over the hedge and X-Men : The Last Stand. So much movies in the month of May. Gosh talking about May, in 2 half weeks time i have my piano internal exam, MUST practice as of after lunch before going out.

10 days

2006-05-12T22:11:00.000-04:00

Come to think about it, its been 10 days since i written anything in this small box. I came back, got overjoyed, and totally forgot about everything else =_=~ . These 10 days was one of my most happiest 10 days but also the most slackiest, basically i rarely got out of my house maybe to my poodle hair !!

I came back last wednesday to a surprise from raf, he bought contacts! God he listens =x was a pretty nice surprise hehe. I bought ging chivas and of course he bdae present- davidoff G A M E. Went to bk to buy ourselves some dinner and headed home, it was so fun!

The next few days was basically buying groceries, trying to bake cookies and i learnt a few new dishes! Ok the lazy me finally found out how to cook some stuff. Scrambled eggs ( the same as mac'd), Steam chicken(that doesn't taste to bland), Grilled chicken, Steam egg with tofu and pork, Wanton (properly made). How cool is that =D and today am gonna learn how to make vege with mushroom (stir fried). All thanks to raf who taught me ever so patiently~

He taught me, but i ill treated him *muahahhaha* ok, not really ill-treat but i made him cut his hair, wear shirt n stuffies, and guess what, he looks good! full transformation =D, nownow he has gained weight like 5 kg in 9 days ( we weighed yesterday), he was complaining how he gave me all the food but i din gain weight =x, i still feel bloated/ fat~! Now he is making breakfast lol~

Ging's bdae party was good! Happy belated birthday greeting for u, we both must continue to work hard, ignore guys *push rafie away* (jkjk) and remember muz strive for our best for our parents! <3 next time u become manager hire me kk =x jkjk <3 Love u tons girl, u r the light in my life always pushing me to do my best!

Mama is coming back later, i so miss her, tml mother's day am gonna make a feast for her!<3 Oh ya i got a spot in the dorm at IU in global village wooohoo~!~~~ gonna take jap again when i am there, who noes i might juz be able to go internship in japan for a few months =D or even a whole semester *grinz wide*.

OHoh here are the pictures for the weeks i was in indo and the past 10 days in sg.~

Typical roadstall (bakmi ayam) in jkt

Bus Stop~

Monas

Goatie on the road side!

Cat Milking in my garden~!

Peek a Boo

Gazing

Extra huge fat boy we made

Hot from the oven

Impressed?!

Rafie and his new look! Big change aye =p

Next flight

2006-05-02T21:48:00.000-04:00

hurhur! i got my licence *grinz wide* *waves the card* now i m stressing someone to get it too! He better get it before i leave sg~ or nt =( And i got COM (cerificate of merit), that came as a great surprise, i mean my gpa isn't exactly that high and all so good, neither am i a straight A student, half the time i m like wowing, only when exam comes i m like some scared little squirrel starts running ard as if i m preparing for winter, so i found it extremely amusing i got COM.

Now need to get formal clothes n stuff -.-" and my darling HAIR omg.... my straight loveable cute hair... has become i duno what poodle like -.- , i blame it on daniel, julious, siska and jason! whoi u idiots! they drag me to johnny andrean to do my hair, the guy however din get the meaning of soft curls, they also duno how to explain, and now the guy did a major perm -.- the hell.... they said its cute, i say its not! hello ,my dear hair, i look like some kuku.Need to fix it fast or something make it look better.

Was complaining to someone, poor guy had to stand my whining and how i demanded carls jr, ok maybe thats too much, i asked him to get it for me, but on second thoughts it will turn soggy *ew* oh well *poutz* bk will do than

oh am going on the next flight back to sg =D miss everyone so much! gonna get chivas , vodka and a perfume for my darling girl =) *loves~*

2006-04-30T04:30:00.000-04:00

So much on my mind these past few days been such a wrecked, thanks for the company guys! Thanks dan for listening to me and my nonsense, thanks for telling me to hold my head high and if things dun work out, i still got u to depend on =p ( u said so!! i demand to be a taitai with tons of bodyguard *hmpfs*)

Took so much pictures these few days on the road, so much things that caught my eyes, from a roadside stall to goats at the road side! what a pity i didn't bring my cam along today, theres a whole bunch of police officers guarding the roads due to the demonstration thats gonna happen tml. I hope everything will be fine when i take my licence >.<" theres news that on wed theres gonna be another demo, now i seriously wonder how can i even get to the airport =(.

Had Soto earlier today, it was good! minus the obvious fried onions which Fel was trying to make me like it, but EWWWWWWW i don't its juz i duno pyschology i guess i juz hate the "smell" thats coming out of it *faints* , he says i seem like a dracula *fangs my teeth* Bought 2 Soto back and hmm one Sumsum, hmm ain't know how to decribe it in eng, will take pics later (its for dinner!) Felix bought for us 2 chicken porraige and it taste pretty good but i haven't eaten it all up (for dinner), tooooo full! Duno how he is able to eat fried rice juz now -.-" after that amount of soto lol. More over he doesn't get fat like... what the hell!!!! i feel a double chin coming! But he ended up going to the loo, loL~

Here are some snap shots, randomly taken~

My home's mini garden.

Don't know y its there but its there

2006-04-27T22:52:00.001-04:00

Sometimes its tiring when one tries to help another with no other intention but their relative; closest to em, thinks we are out to harm them. Y would u want to help another, seriously, unless u really wanna help the person with pure heart. Man is selfish, this i agree, but relatives, y would your relative wanna harm you? if they are in the right mind that is. If we had any intention to begin with, we would not come over and help your children, nor would we even shelter em or teach em the basis of life. If we are that evil. Your children would not be as sensible as they are now. So watch those evil thoughts u have of us. I am totally tired of trying to help. If thats what u feel towards us, i rather have nothing to do with you.

You ppl claim to be the "successful" ones out of the 3 and my mami being the failure in life and carrer, but look at her child, she is not of any who played illegal stuff, nor a failure in class or even in society. she does not beg, as u want her to.
If you are realli successful than show to others your family.. i dare you to. Look at oma, during her last few years of her life or rather through out, do u think she is happy, no one to acc her, what abt the daughter in laws , huh!~ don't always taken em for granted, and when they pass on, u get totally upset, whatever for. Treasure em dudes, they are ur parents! FGS. Don't expect mami to be the only one to talk to em and stuff. She has done enuff, u ppl know what she has done. And u ppl the "successful bunch" have u even brought em for a trip with your family, NO, i wonder y. Now opa, with maid,nurse and driver, do you ppl even know whats going on. i totally doubt so. i wonder even if u know his health being, all u know is to take out money when he is in hospital.

I seriously wonder, if u think ur parents are such a burden , y don't you just put em in old folks home, at least they have friends, lesser on their mind etc. whatever for keep em locked up in a house with ppl that don't even talk to em. Just to save ur faces. I have rebelled more than once, said my mind more than once. If anything happen to opa this time, i will make sure i say all what i think to wake u fgts up.

I am not cursing anyone nor have the intention to. But whatever you have done will befall on u when u r due of old age.

2006-04-25T06:11:00.000-04:00

Ulcer! Pimple! these are the very reason y i hate coming back to indo, weather, food and urgh the dustiness *pointz at 3 pimples* gonna go doc for it on thursday hopefully!

Today is the second day of my driving lesson, muahaha, yeah u heard it right ME, yes the blur ever so slow ME is learning driving *grinz wide* CS was telling me that he rather not sit in a car i drive *sadden* .

Yesterday's session was very much an amusement to my mom, the teacher and myself. He asked me to start the engine (mind u i haven't drove anything before in my life that requires me to start an engine), me being the blur ever so mighty slow one, decide to stick the key into the hole, right, so... wheres the hole -_-" took me a good 5 sec to find it (nubbified #1) aight so now after i put the key in am suppose to turn it right, i did, honestly i did but i also turn it back lol... kk i din noe y i did that but it just happen =\ 3 times, i on-ed and off-ed the engine. Simply embarressing =( (nubbified #2). Right being me not staying in indo for long enuff to absorb enuff of the language made me kinda blur. he said "zen" which meant the thingy to signal left or right, and i gave him the " what the hell are u talking" look. I was kinda amused by the Kopling, which Raf told me happens to be Clutch in english. I don't know y but its cute *giggles*

Learning manual car is funnie, i only know that i need to go in the mid of gear 1 and 2 to be able to get my two feet of any pedal(duno y though) and that hmm if i start a car i should always start in gear one and when i change gear i need to release gas and go all the way on the clutch.

Another cute fact is that, i only go max of 10km/hr lol, blame it on the traffic, and i think the driver was scared of me also, everytime i move beyond 10 , he goes " release the gas abit" in bahasa obviously.

Today's session i seem to improve much more, he din say much i moved on my own, other than the right and left turn, which i still have no idea how much i m suppose to turn -.-" and often duno how to release, think too scared lol.. other than that the teacher was quite happy with me being daring coz i juz hantam =x i mean if i was abt to bang or anithing the teacher would obviously brake =x hehe. He said i was a fast learner. =D

Hope tml's session would be great. These few days been raining bad again =( Oh ya theres 2 kittens in my yard, *grinz* will take some snappies when i see em later or tonight!

2006-04-23T13:21:00.000-04:00

Sunday was a tiring day, i was so busy editing the pictures that i took mainly from the safety and comfort of the car turning 360 degrees trying to get angles and view, some of em ended up having reflections of the car's screen =(.

The day started out at 7am WIB (Waktu Indonesia Barat) church was our first destination, i wanted to take picture of the cathedral but i would think it isn't exactly very proper to do that when we are in service, after that we did not have enough time to spare for me to take pictures as we were rather in a hurry to go and have breakfast aka Lunch, my stomach was growling during service, so hehe yeah.

We went to Hailai international Club centre, the Dim Sum there was good, the xiao long bao however is not up to standard, i love the Siew mai though, the prawn is way good. We ordered Char siew bao, Chee cong fan, Kailan, Urat Sapi( which is beef with tendons), Tau sa bao, Chicken feet, UburUbur(jellyfish), Snake soup(which is good for skin, it taste like chicken and a mix of those shark fin soup), i had chicken porraige(addicted to porraige), Felix had some mixed noodles. It was way filling.

Next stop was INAFest 2006,which is an art and ceramic exibition, biggest in indo i suppose. So much kebaya and traditional handicraft. Got a few beautiful bed sheets n stuffies *happy*. We headed to gramps house and chill awhile before heading to a photography exibition held at Galeri Nasional Indonesia the exibition is called "Apres L'obscurite..." by a renowed photographer Klavdij Sluban this collection is in pure black n white flim roll, which depicts the photographs as being very deep. After that mom and i stopped over at carrefour to get some groceries for the next few days.

gonna check out on driving lessons tml! hope to get my licence, gotta make specs, do dental X-tray n stuffies >.< Anyway heres a few pictures i took,enjoy!

Galeri Nasional Indonesia

Few of the Klavdij Sluban's Work on Bali, Sumatra and Jakarta

Tiles of time

Bajai.. A whole lot of em.

Speeding away, on a local transportation.

One of the few monuments around indonesia that teaches us values of life.

Modern side by side with Tradition.

Midway through shopping.

P.S misses

2006-04-21T14:19:00.000-04:00

*scurry* Friday was such a busy day, SMU called on Thursday to inform me that theres an interview session on Friday, thank god for my flight plan am leaving for Indo is later today and not on Friday. It was a grilling 2+ interview, a session interview consisting of a group of students (around 8 I guess but my team was 6) and 2 professors on an article that was issued to us ( I think I did ok), other than that we had an essay writing( man I think I screwed up on that).

Raf woke up early at I guess 5 in order to wake me up at 6, by the time he reached my place I was juz out of the bath, that explains y women do take their time *grinz*, we initially wanted to go breakfast but I think I kinda dragged the time too long n stuff and we took cab down coz I was uber lazy to actually catch a train and walk all the way to the business school~~ we reached at approx 8:30 am and decided to get water and from then on, he waited all the way till 10:40, poor guy *patpat*, he actually fell asleep waiting for me (made me feel kinda bad, should not ask him to come). I made a new friend from CJC and she too was applying to SMU and she also applied to NUS Law and NYU! God must be some sort of a smart-ass(No Offence Intended -NOI)<- learnt that from Raf. In the morning i was asking him that do i have a "Pls come talk to me" face or a "stay away from me!" face, he says that i have a kinder face and a friendlier one if i smile and a hostile , no enter zone when i dun. So good practice to keep ppl away from me *poutz* *glare* *Snarls*.

Like any typical Friday i had piano, which i did perform really good. I gotta practice more. This i muz swear. If i really ended up going indiana i might just have to take piano exams there =(. Indiana happens to be one of the best music school in the US *ponders* no wonder mom agreed so quickly when i said i wanted to apply for indiana, i guess she wanted me to do an elective on music *sniffles*.

Backtrack abit,on wed i met my babe, had porraige i think we were tooooooo hungry or missed it tooo much that our bill end up being $14.40~ for 2 bowls or pork and century egg porraige, 2 bowl of chicken feet and 2 cans of 100 plus. *Psst~* am addicted to 100 plus, esp lemon lime! *stomach grumbles*

Well atm Raffies on CS, he is amused apparently on how i play CS, trust me it felt like i m the most noobiest person around that follows the graphics as it moves, what i truely meant is that when my char is behind a box and peers over, i will physically move too. -_-" i somewhat feel stupid n blur. *shakez head* But to him it seems that its the amusement of the day.

2006-04-15T10:19:00.000-04:00

Bunny attack! the promise of the faithful scar that fluffy adorable rabbit left me with. Bunnies are cute, yeah i agree, fluffy and mostly adorable and cuddly thingy. But when they strike, the shuffle thier paws and with their cute puffy paws they dig into ur skin to create slash-like "design" on ur arm.This is the one week after effect of the "attempt to run away" of a rabbit or maybe in other words "Let me go, you monster *slash *slash*" Whatever the human mind decides to cypher from its behaviour, this is the outcome, you would definately not want to see how it looks like, freshly slashed.

*do not go near a rabbit when it fears u.

Ah sometime last week got my new mousepad,mouse and some dvd-r ,well being a fan of pink! any shade rather. i decided to settle on this Baracuda *fat baby series* (trust me am serious abt the name). Awfully cute imo, i juzt like the colour of it!hehe oh yeah~ its a girl thing

And last and not least, today morning i got greeted by a glass of water color, in green! am not lying~ who would ever thought that this coloured juice is actually guava, its juz so ew. I was seriously disgusted. Look at this!!!!!!!! Reminds me of the swamp!

2006-04-14T01:06:00.000-04:00

Rainfall huge rain, all you could hear everyday is *kaboom* *zoom* *bang* ... i bet with you these few days lots of road accidents! The sky juz gave out some lightning again, that bolt of lightning juz scared the hell outta me.

Oh yeahn 5 days in a row been pouring!

Went to church with mommy for 2 days in a row, yesterday was some thursday thingy and today good friday, goodness some what 2 hours mass. and the church was extremely crowded it was like some concert thingy, totally full that we couldn't realli move much. On our way back we bought some packet lunch, coz the sky wasn't exactly showing favourable signs for us to actually stay in the place to eat. Being me on my Diet Craze again. Due to some what a gain weight since i was attached -.-" i decided to get some cabbage, toufu skin and hmm stingray and lesser rice. I wonder y sometimes packaged food look so disgusting like the one i had.

K enuff abt that before i feel sick abt eating. Yesterday night i created Gf agro again and dragged Raf to watch Take the Lead it was an awesome show! made me feel like learning ballroom dancing from that Pierre Dulain guy, who happens to be an real teacher, like they said " inspired by a true story". Its one of the best show i have watched. Imo that is, maybe coz i like inspired movies and hmm dance movies in particular, i even got their soundtrack its good! Planning to get the dvd when its out, for my personal collection that is. I would rate it 4.5/5

Here are some random pictures i took :

I want this!!!!! before i leave sg *hints*

Fluffy the Bunny! haha Valence's sis's bunny, he scratch me real bad , will post that in the next entry!

Raf fiddling with my cam, *hmm* juz handle it with care ahuh!

The Dog Love me <3... That i lied, she is still afraid of me!

2006-04-11T22:33:00.000-04:00

Been some what long weeks, the weekend i was spending at my god bro's house, burning drama serials that he has. Here is one of the drama series that i would highly recommend, its extremely touching! Thanks to xavier that intro'ed me to the show.

The synopsis of Ichi Rittoru no Namida AKA One Litre of Tears / A Diary with Tears.

This beautifully moving drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease(spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least), but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled "One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone.

Aya's only wish was "to live." By carefully depicting Aya's earnest desire to live, and the love of her family, friends, and lover, the drama, "One Litre of Tears" wishes to deliver her simple but strong message: "Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing." ---Fuji TV

I don't exactly cry at drama series before, but this one is based on a real life story and mind you its very much touching. Imo its one of the best japanese show i have ever watched. The actress in particular is damn cute. *grinz*

Watched Eight Below on sunday it was good, realli nice, but not as nice as i anticipated, however the dogs are the cutest thing, i mean, how do you train dogs up to that level of intellect.

That reminds me of Raf's doggy lol.

Another mtv that you should all catch " zhi yin wei ni" by zhang dong liang, its damn adorable he potrays a tarot reader lol.

2006-04-06T21:20:00.000-04:00

Gonna go my god bro house later after piano and bunk in for a couple of days till sunday, the reason being i was suppose to go KL but i din't and as many would know if once i told my mama i m going, i better be going or the next time round she wouldn't allow me to go. So there u go the only other choice is to bunk in. Watched tristan and isolde yesterday, the movie is so romeo and juliet except torn by wars, i guess must be shakesphere's inspiration for the timeless romeo and juliet. The cinema was nearly empty i think should be ard barely 20 ppl in it. But well it was all good, interesting to some extend, was one of the show i have alot of comments for =p one of which i said " stupid boy " lol.

Theres a couple of movies i wanna watch next week! Eight Below and Take the Lead another dancing show! Love these kinda show. Next week am gonna be like uber broke! This sat itself was planning to meet raf in the morning for lunch or something go east coast to chill awhile than off to ikea to check out stuffies that i need to buy to keep my room in order. *ponders* I need a new keyboard + mouse for my desktop =p and i need to get more r dvd to burn my stuffies.

Raf sent me a cute pic

taken from sonuku's avatar, its so adorable yeah =p a cute little kitty, i wanna create that , been long since i did CG or anything close to that the lastest i have done is juz to hmm edit some prom pictures, i still have not edited those bangkok pictures i went last year =( muz get to it soon! its nearly a year!

heh aight better sign off now. Zikky is complaining that i m afking =x

2006-04-01T23:15:00.000-04:00

Cleared most of my room, except my bookshelf and my wardrobe and my study table. Time to change the water of my marimo =D, its been neglected for sometime, time to take charge of my life again! I was reading this article on "10 ways to rev your metabolism"Heres the suggestions!

1. Lift Weights
2. Get moving with your cardiovascular exercise
3. Try interval Training
4. Don't overdo calorie-cutting
5. Eat Breakfast
6. Space your meals wisely
7. Catch some z's
8. Drink water
9. Skip Alcohol
10.Drink Milk

Think by going through this would help me cut dwn on my body fat and increase my metabolism! Oh ya I finally got the album of Andrea bocilli and Josh gorban, so I replaced my blog's song to Josh Gorban's - My Confession.

Well the past few days, ain't seem so good, infact it has pushed both me and Raf to the brink pretty much, but we decided we shouldn't be angry over such small stuff yeah, no point having so much anger over others when we are the one paying to play it. He wanted to move but I was tad bit reluctant, maybe coz I have friends here as in friends I can talk to, like Andrew, Ray, Jon, Akiyan and the rest, and made myself a new friend Xavier, such cool name rite, wonder y my mom din name me a more unique name instead of Pamela. I got my new stuff with the help of my friend, which am happy with *grinz wide*. Sometimes real life friends are not all good friends, they do change. Some real life friends are just acquaintance.

So to end this post heres the lyrics of My confession.

I have been blind, unwilling to see
The true love you're giving.
I have ignored every blessing.
I'm on my knees confessing

That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

I have been wrong about you.
Thought I was strong without you.
For so long nothing could move me.
For so long nothing could change me.
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am captured by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart is turning,
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.

[bridge:]
You are the air that I breath.
You're the ground beneath my feet.
When did I stop believing?

Cause I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face.
I am staggered by your beauty,
Your unassuming grace.
And I feel my heart
Falling into place.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
I can't hide
Now hear my confession.
Hear my confession

2006-03-28T10:59:00.000-04:00

*grinz widely* Had my "xiao wan mian" aka mini pot yesterday and on sunday evening at a coffeeshop at Raf's place, its good =D like Ben said before, its a kind of food that can never go wrong~ Guess he is right!

Am done with my advance placement programme, the presentation wasn't all too bad, but i kept reading from the paper maybe coz i was scared =\ I started the presentation and everyone was like eyeing on me, guess they must be thinkin amongst the line of "Aye thats the girl from the AP Programme, lets see how she perform". Well at least am done and over it. 2 Down, next would be my Piano exam! 2 Days of rest should be more than enuff, tml onwards practice an hour a day, or 2 hrs, one in the morning one in the evening =D.

My Room needs a bit of a revamp too, so just now i did a little revamp to my side table theres 3 more section of the room to be done up *stresses up* Tml gonna continue with my book shelves. Its good exercise! Was watching CSI Half an hour ago and theres this ad on Tv about Andrea Bocelli he is way good, somehow i like his songs very soothing, next on my wishlist would be his album, Amore and i wanna get his greatest album up to date Sacred arias, ain't know if i can get it coz was released in 1999 . This reminds me Josh Gorban is also the other artist that i think those who love classical songs would love. Once i get the Songs for Andrea Bocelli i would change my blog song =D. Don't mind me, suddenly i miss the old classic case of me. Time to revive myself again.

Some how i admire Andrea Bocelli to a great extend, his voice communicates directly with the heart. As Celine Dion says "If god had a singing voice, it would sound a lot like Andrea Bocelli".

And i will end my day with this quote from "The little prince" by French novelist Antoine de Saint- Exupery "You see clearly only through your heart. The essential is invisible to they eye"

2006-03-25T20:01:00.000-04:00

My b'dae was plain sweet, its been sometime since I actually spend it so simple yet so sweet. It was like back to the first date, a typical love story evolving,meeting at the train station, walking dwn the road of crowded ppl, across the bridge and browsing than walking into a burger joint, a typical all American burger joint! Carl's JR. Love the food there, well was initially suppose to go Sakae sushi but the q was mad, and we had a show to catch, "Failure to launch" the inital plan was to watch Ice Age 2 but somehow when I saw the quote that's on the movie poster I decided to catch failure to launch instead. And we saw Keith and his gf , how coincidence ^.^ cute gf he has hehe. Failure to Launch is a good show overall imo! sweet and fluffy though v cute, he brings home girls to scare em away hehe, with the very reason coz he stays with his parents. Was a very fulfilling b'dae!

On Friday we went out for sushi, the along waited, and i realise he dun eat much, i eat more -.-, i feel fat, we watched the show i wanted to watch for a long time, thank god its still ard, "My girl and i" i realise i have this thing for korean movie, i cry, ok... not wailing kinda crying but more of tears flow. It was a nice story very touching! The girl next to me sniffed really loudly, that goes to show am not the only one who was tearing! Went ard to find a sweater, coz i was freezing, end up finding a nice white one from Puma, as many noes i hate hooded jackets, not really hate but dislike. But this one in particular is nice, reminds me of bath robe hehe light and comfy, and i like the high waist band it has makes me look slimmer. But! it din have my size and not gonna restock, cun get a medium nor large, how am i suppose to fit into small, the length of the thing is tiny! ok not exactly tiny but it looked more of mini jacket, so i decided to go for second best, the adidas pink jacket. Well Raf says that it makes me look like a princess, i guess the colour, the white Puma one gives me this classy look. But well all nice! will take one pic of the pink one when i am wearing it! Oh ya we saw Gab and his gf , who looked pretty confused when she saw us. Hehe his gf and him totally match up, cute couple as in pretty, handsome couple =D

The sweater!

My results was pretty good too, i have 3 Bs, one B+ and one AD!Ad for a math sub lol, how amusing can that be =p but overall am really happy!

Yesterday was suppose to stay at home, am still pruned up, ain't know y these days my skin is like dehydrating, maybe due to the little hrs that i get to sleep each nite, and my auto body clock to wake me up at 8+ in the morning, time to soak myself somewhere and hydrate myself! Two nights straight i fell asleep without knowning, i guess mama muz have offed my lights and stuff. We went to watched "The hills have eyes" with Ray, CW and his friend, which i find cute haha, i duno he reminds me of Daniel! at first i thought it was him -_-" gave me a little scare, i was like "Woah since when he is in SG!", anyway the show, is plain gruesome, after that we had Mac, for supposing dinner! KK no more fast food, i dun wanna gain weight again, actually i very much wanted to eat Mini pot noodles, maybe tonight i can pyscho someone to go eat with me =p *grinz*

Aight off to finish my personal report! <3 tml have to present!

2006-03-23T02:47:00.000-04:00

Prom was great! Went down to ging's place at 1 and did my make up, great i love the look muz do more of it =D, first time using fake lash too, its fun! hehehe than we did our hair n stuff. Ray! he drives like he is gonna kill someone, and haha we got lost quite abit when finding sharon's place n he actually turned into PIE that is heading to ang mo kio instead of town! Prom was beautiful, i mean great other than the food, so much pretty faces and handsome peeps some even those we have never seem before! Mr choo's wife is way pretty! Omg he is one lucky man! The food sux, the service sux even more, i can still remember the tsunami that happen during our winter melon soup was served, and our dreadful victim was weiliang lol. The prom queen is soooo pretty, way beyond words, the king haha well lets say cute in his own way =D We went to MOS after that so many shareholders are there, so many Lamborghini, i told raf that i definately wanna be like that =D, well its a great hehe and these are one of the dreams i can keep dreaming abt and hope to achieve!Well the girls were over dressed, the crowd is good~ We din't stay long though, me and ging after getting abit pissed abt something left =|

What made my day was raf, hehe kk i m not gonna drag abt it =x but well he waited quite abit ard 2 hrs i suppose for me to go back from prom bathe n stuffies and he got me something for my bdae wahhaha v sweet of him, oh ya beef-fan-tastic is good! gonna eat that again the next time i go mac ! <3

Too tired to write in details -.- and too worried abt tml's result *prays*. Gonna do my smu stuff and rest abit better meeting raf later =D

Here are the pics =D for prom! Some are outta grid =( too biggg

Heavy make up beautiful hair and attitude!

Lornie the man!

The girls. Michelle, sharon, ging , me.

First Row (L to R) : Yew Ti, Ray, Lex , Zheng Quan
Back Row (L To R) : Zhi xiang, Donald, Wei Liang.

Mr Choo! One of the greatest lecturers that made an impact in our lives.

The bad menu! Bad Bad!

And my pressie from Raf, hehe sweet sweet!

2006-03-21T19:56:00.000-04:00

Charging my camera for tonight's prom nite, i had barely like 3 hours of sleep and i jolted up ain't know y. Been rather heaty,its showing, signs everywhere, my skin feels extremely tight =x.

Went to Bedok 85 yesterday, first time in my entire life i went there, well seriously... maybe coz i ain't much of a person that goes n find good food =p.My right ankle was giving me sharp pains, i wonder y.

Reached home pretty late coz din realli wanna go back, opened my email and found acceptance email to IU bloomington, its been the second letter after Kansas State uni. My reserves are there, m still waiting for the 2 Local unis for their interview spots, i know its gonna be harder on me for local unis coz firstly they have limited spots and i m considered foreigner applying after polytechnic, what are the chances i get in, pretty slim. After talking to Akiyan i realise that architecture might not be my cup of coffee, he was telling me how his friend took tons of drawing classes n suchs doing up portfolio and learning 3rd program during course work. While his sis thats doing business, juz gets a major and tada! Like he says maybe coz business is a universal degree.

My guess is going IU is much better but... i have somethings i wun bear to leave behind.Confused mind, i know that myself would be able to hold on to things, but i duno if knowing myself is enuff. My friends,My owner, Ging and that someone, how am i suppose to leave em behind... But i just pray i dun make the same mistakes like i did last time. To stay for ppl who in the end gave me shit!

2006-03-16T06:54:00.000-04:00

sometimes i dun understand how this world live, very much i say the strongest always survive, but i truely haven't seen a person with so much will to not care abt others, i mean her previous line of job requires her to care for both human kind and animals alike. enuff abt her.

The weekend was aight i guess, went to Raf's place to actually play mc next to him, was fun! hehe thought my fps sux as ever but it was fun watching him play and how he watches me play abit hillarious.

Monday was an awful day apprently i woke up on the wrong side of the bed, apprently i sounded pissed, and i din wake up on time by the time i actually walked to the mrt station it was like 8:30am and thats the timing when my class start, apprently i end up walking all the way back home, rested awhile before i finally decided to on my comp, only to realise my latency sux... i ended up going up to Raf's place to play again and bought lunch for him, my beloved " Mian fen guo" well it was suppose to be good but somehow when i reached his palce it became soggy, i wasn't exactly surprised at the state it was in. From my place to his it takes 20 min, in that 20 min the noodles get so soaked up *shake head* But well its funnie how he couldn't eat finish =x while i hate finish coz i was starving .

The rest of the day was fun and interesting *grinz*, went home to bathe n stuff than went dow to chris' bdae dinner thingy, was suppose to be there at 8 but haha we reached like 10 + had this steamboat thingy, near bugis juction, and as most of my friends know that if i go for steamboat i will eventually turn pink. i duno y i guess the heat or something >.< . The meat was good, the tom yam was good, but i felt that Raf shouldn't take too much of it since he had swollen tonsils, his friend next to him had mountains of pig liver and prolly a basket of watermelon, he is always going back for more watermelon, makes me kinda regret y i din take one =x Chris woke me up with some game joke =\ i was too paiseh coz i let him die too much a time =x but it kinda woke me up.

I was tired from the day before slept at nearly 4am woke up at 6 can u imagine its like a breaking day. But was good took some pic with Raf and god he is great at puzzle games theres this sheep game in my hp and he juz owned it. And till now i see no logic in it =x, i mean i can't get passed lvl 4! how terrible is that! Took some pics! *grinz* shall post it here once i get em "framed" too lazy to actually start up my photoshop.

Meet up PC yesterday, she is still with K for four years, gosh am so happy for em, its hard for many to understand how they are able to last so long, but i was sure that they would last for many more years ahead, they even planned in movign in together! How cool is that *envy* She got me some choco thingy for my bdae hehe its cute! but hmm i shall restrict myself from all these atm. Guess what , Farah! she is working for this opticial shop in Parkway, she was shocked to see me, i was even more shocked, the last i saw her was her graduation when i was in sec2. So much fond memories, the camps, the trainings we withstood together, the competitions we compete,won and cried. So much emotions... I began to miss my sec skool, the friends and much more. *sniffles*

Though time has changed most of us, some evolved into a swan some remained same, others achieve more than ever. But we will still always be the small girls we once knew. People may change, the lands maybe erased, but memories last us a thousand miles, an endless counts of days till the day we no longer remember our existance.

2006-03-10T21:23:00.000-04:00

So much snapshots this week!!! since the last i posted, been going out quite abit and stuff. Ben went into BMT 2 days ago, i hope he is doing fine.Yesterday, my babe and i(ging and me) went to shop for lashes for prom, Oh ya theres a new MAC shop open in taka, ok maybe not new but well i am a mountain tortise haven't been down to town for quite some time too lazy. Their fake lashes is woah well good! the miracle of enhancing the eyes. I saw this sales girls' eye make up i kinda was mesmerised by it, so hehe decided to copy her, but babe told me that i might not suit that eye make up coz she is tanned and me -.- pure white.

We went to cine to eat and bought some stuff from the korean shop dwnstairs than we went down to herrens and walked a whole stretch, dinner was DIM SUM =D omg i missed the dim sum at taka its good! Bought something for Raf for the Ani. well thats juz an excuse coz for getting him something >.< , next up would be Babe's bdae pressie , so many ppl turning 21 this year, its scary, next year woulda be my turn!!!! *terror face*

Was telling Basil that i needed to get a job and see if he could recommend me any, he told me to be his PA -___-" drive him around and cook for him. That sounds more like a Maid or a GF -.-" firstly, i can't drive, yo dude i have no licence!!! unless you want me to bang ur car into the first pole u see, i suggest dun even think abt giving me the keys . Next, my cooking ain't fantastic, sometimes it might just poison you =x. After msging him that, he said i m fierce. *sniffles* i a just stating the facts!

We shopped abit and i got myself a pink skirt from dutchesqueen jeans, a babydoll top from Hollister and a cami from American Eagles hehe i din spend much though, spent like <40 for those 3 =x *grinz*

Aight here are the pictures taken this week!!!

Before Ben cut his Hair

After he cut! much more handsome!!! told him so but he din believe me.

Got this from a mag at the saloon, he looks damn anime like, but hey he is a human *awed* his collar bone *points* amazing isn't it.

Pig Out ALERT!!!

Eyeliner <3 looks v egyptian style! but unfortunately not v visible here.

Raf's pressie, secret =x

Stuff i got !!! Babydoll top, skirt, cami

2006-03-07T23:41:00.000-04:00

These few days am juz slacking, Monday i managed to make it in time for class, woah the teh tarik is good at "Mr Tea" @ smu you ppl should try =p went to buy prom dress and finally got it ! <3 all the love hehe...

Yesterday was a great day simply great hehe. Pvped in the morning had a nonsense session with Bobby, Ray and the rest, than went off to GV Bishan around mid noon to watch Pink Panther, its lame but funnie, esp the accent that steve martin posed. Good laugh!!!. Theres so much shows i wanna catch, like " My girl and I", " Mrs Henderson presents" and "Date Movie" =X too much i reckon.. We went off to snack =x went to get some XXL crispy chicken from Shihlin Taiwan snack =D thanks ben for introducing me this sometime ago, when i had v bad sorethroat he went " shi mei nice try +shove+ "

After that snack thingy we went dwn to marine parade for dinner, can't decide what to eat so we ended up eating this feifei wantan mee well the noodles are ok but the wantan is good! salty hehe *grinz*. We had an interesting walk to Katong shopping centre after that, coz i wanted to see what ast looked like. from there we actually walked to ecp to chill. So many cute dogs =x esp the one we saw this pup, this guy actually was trying to train this pup to sit n follow n lie, haha so cute.

The stars were beautiful the sight of the ships and planes , the soothing calling of the sea the slight breeze everything was perfect, been such a long time since i went to east coast since i left marine parade. its beautiful as ever so much things changed =)

when 2 souls are joined together theres is this unspoken bond that binds em both.

2006-03-05T00:41:00.000-04:00

Yesterday, i had a good laugh over some clips on youtube.com Ai Sha is just beyond cute and loveable look at this her english is juz adorable watch it, surely you'd laff at it =x, kinda pity her though the way they bully her coz of her english haha, but thats wad make her cute =x.

Watched Munich a 12:50am show, it was a nuts decision , yeah to watch a 12:50 show for a 163 min of show, is mad, -_-" was suppose to go watch 9+ show but! no seats, hurhur =(. Was suppose to get out of the hse at 1+ to go simlim than catch a show with raf, but never gotten to it, apparently the day before my mouse died =x or rather my left click died =\ due to overuse i guess, so now am using my laptop mouse =\ feels weird so small >.<" . We pushed back till from 1+ to 4 to 8 lol when we finally met at 9+ lol... thats somewhat far off the original time , had dinner and walked abit to cool dwn,good exercise =x than chan and lone came and we talked abit =x at least i said a few stuff this time round when talking abt game, usually i had no idea whats going on. The show ended at 4 i was damn restless during the show, kept shifting myself well dun blame me it was a deep show moreover i din have enuff concentration to watch it fully without shifting my attention else where.

Tonight i better sleep early, Ralph friend was talking to him, somehow they came to talk abt me, apprently am known as "the girl who is always late" so i better get into bed by 12 =x cinderella time *waves wands*

2006-03-02T13:45:00.000-04:00

My papers are Over hehe, Qla paper was great, but IC, i think i realli am in a dead soup. I hope at least a B or worst a C pls pls pls dun let me get a D =( .

Well, so now *ponders* i m suppose to be a grad aye, bumming ard but well other than the usual " sit at home and do nothing" i still have piano and SC to focus on, final assignment! *sweats* oh well thats life for you.

Went to meet ging after my paper today, was kinda upset gave her the "crying" face but i guess she soothed me, so i din gave my Dar a hard time =p, he was suppose to cheer me up >.<" Ging gave me my bdae present, omg its like so sweet, i totally love it, so victorian. so antique and unique!! gotta love her for it, she bought for me this cute bear too! hehehehe damn adorable! *giggles* showed it to dar, he agrees too!

Went to watch underworld revolution, it was hmm ok i guess, yeah 8days gave it a rating of 2 i would give it a rating of 3.5 it has some gross periods but overall its kinda cool, i mean i like her eyes n body suit i simply love her style, dar says i look terrified half the time, i mean HEY who wouldn't its like this guy that looks like a bat claims he is the ancestors of vampires, thats pretty scary, and Lycans! omg dun that remind u of KO except he looks abit -.-" hmm. Thank god Michael wasn't like that, very much cute and hunky he is, but when he turn into a Lycan he looks weird =.=".

After the show we ate Macs, well was contemplating over going to chompchomp or Macs, but we ended up in Macs nevertheless hehe, was looking at the calories thingy! Guess what beef-fan-tastic or something like that has only 3g of fats! gotta try that, yeah FYI i gained like 2kg over the exam period, *points at tummy* think Dar felt it too, juz that he wanted to humor me n not say anything, its visible though XD even ging agrees =( .

We walked from PS all the way to little India area and talked, its fun! i <3 it, or rather i juz love it walking like small kids dwn the road n talking abt stuff, and juz laughing, hehe *beams* oh well we took cab back than... too tired. NVM! when my mom is not in sg, we shall take a walk back to my hse! from PS! =p (right muz be crazy)

2006-02-27T22:48:00.000-04:00

This is so fun :

My Japanese name is Ayame Nishimuraya.

A little chill from studying i have been doing =D hmm a couple more hours before the paper remaining 1 question before i have my noon bath, my lunch and off to sch >.<" been gaining weight this week =| better put it off the moment i finish exams!

Oh ya here is the link where i got this generator from try try! i love my last name in jap =p

2006-02-26T22:45:00.000-04:00

I am staring into space and my mind wandering else where, the lesson is boring, the class is getting cold >.< and its the first day of 9weeks lesson that i took the MRT down to Dhouby and walked all the way to SMU for class, as usual (like any trip to NP)the transition is vauge, thinking of the nice bao and siew mai that i usually have for lunch after class *growling*. Lost as usual in class abt what is going on, a team mate reminded me that the project we have,is due on week 12 or 13.

I am still as sleepy as ever, thinking on how i am suppose to do my studying later, i feel ready but yet i still feel that theres much for me to learn for tml paper. My fear still lies in the thursday paper, so much defination to remember...

Ben called me last night, i was rather surprised, he was telling me that he wanna meet up before he goes into NS, awww bald monkey!!! *grinz* i feel so evil, i never know how i can be so mean to him hehe but its fun. He is going in on the 9th of March =( . Wish him luck!

Ging got over excited, over the gift that she got for me for my bdae *grinz* i m excited too!!!! hehe i still duno what i want for my bdae, i never do -_-" i am very happy with what i have now ^.^\/

Aight another 45 min ++ till class ends i am just gonna stare blankly at things.Maybe get involved in the discussion thats going on. Starbucks VS Blue Mountain

2006-02-26T04:57:00.000-04:00

ok well i m munching on 2 sandwitch with ham slices yeah they call it ham ends,i think being in a relationship is puffing me up, very much i complain half the time to Raf but i hope hehe he doesn't mind. Gonna start writing formulars out and memorize it, tomorrow after morn classes am gonna to really read up and prepare for the mcqs,3days till paper 1 and i am still as moodless as before.

The day before was not so bad though, yesterday, was Chan's 25th - 1 (24th birthday) hehe, first time ever we were so innovative( coz someone told us he is 25 but the fact is that he is 24), i meet dar earlier to shop for some stuff, suppose to be shopping for prom stuff but well was tooooo wayyyyy lazy to change =\ went to this shop n saw some cute stuff before i remembered that "HEY! we din get Chan anithing" so off we went to get a card and a small prezzie, shared with dar and MY. OMG!! did u all know Ferrari has this new range of stuffies, as in realli stuffies and they use this horse as a mascot, its like damn cute! so tempted to buy, and dar kept reminding me theres a thing called budget, hehe... i been spending way too much these few weeks *poutz*. oh yeah theres an Outfitters shop in PS, !!! Project S(shopping) on the way!!!

After all the mad discussion, we actually went to Fish and Co. the one near ParkMall, well as many would know, i can't stand the smell of fish, not exactly cannot but i feel sea sick if the fish has too much a strong smell, so i decided to eat Mussels pasta in garlic and lemon cream sauce its pretty good i guess, but still too filling =( *bloats*. The dinner was a funny one( there was, Moo, MY, Ming, Weelee, Lone, Chan, Dar and myself, oh ya and another guy( cute kid). MY and me was passing the phone around msging abt some ppl *giggles* and we also came to the conclusion that the boys are realli funnie, like one suffer all suffer, no wonder they are so close together =), but as usual boys will be boys, quite surprised at how my dar acts ard em *blinks* =p but what to do he is after all my baby ^^ (pun intended).

Final destination was... hmm i guess gruesome, half the time i was hiding my face and closing my eyes, not to forget squeezing dar's hand and placing his other hand to cover my eyes, if i didn't do that i prolly have nightmares, thank god i didn't watch it with Ralph or nt lol i think i prolly freak out. Well i did hear screams and i peak through the gaps of his fingers, but basically i did not see any gross stuff *grinz* well Ming said that i might as well ask for refund >.<" now thats the very reason not worth to watch horror show with me =p.

Well we went to fv after that (seems like our fav after movie hangout) but was only four of us, Weelee, Channie, Dar and myself. The rest went home, LONE! u r such a spoiler~! next time come along !!! =p It was a good session, hehe cute session and i slept like most of the journey to Fv on dar's shoulders, feels so comfy i think his shoulder muz have felt sore, me and my heavy head =p

The day ended at 4am for me! i should seriously cut on my night life and booze, before i get really dry skin again >.<"

2006-02-25T01:17:00.000-04:00

I hate it when guys cannot decide where to go, its like so freaking ghey. We've been discussing this since like thursday and now its the day itself and nothing been confirmed, some are even still in bed. I feel like murdering them one by one in a gruesome manner.

Ok come'on like how hard isit to decide where to go? Even we girls dun take that much time to decide on where to go for our manicure or haircut. urgh, if you could count the number of vapor evaporating from my body due to the heat I m emitting , you'll probably have a small pond.

I give up sometimes. Seriously -_-" oh well, whats the point of me getting all worked up, the sad part is its someone bdae and i juz dun get it why ppl can't just for once work together and come up with a nice bdae plan, =( i mean birthdays for me are important.

nee ways yesterday Raf came dwn, i think that got him pretty tired, we walked to central n grab a bite, and i seriously looked like as if he dragged me outta the hse in my pjs... XD hehe aniway he got me Wang lee Hom's cd "heros of earth" *grinz wide* very much i dun realli want him to spend on me, i love it, thanks alot *hughug*
he definately made my day =p

2006-02-24T00:48:00.000-04:00

*pulls hair out* first time in my 6 semester of poly life, i awoken to the fact that " hey, i duno how to study" this semester seriously been a slacking one, its like, either i don't come for classes, or i m else where in the universe.

Done pretty much of my studying for qla, except the mcq facts n stuff, formulars should be okiez.. and now onto my IC, well yesterday was a bad day to start, despite that i was one day late into studying for ic, i noe i noe, i sound very enthu to study rite, the paper is like not till next thurs, but well, the fact that i didn't know how to do anithing proves that maybe i should start earlier than usual.

*bites the pillow* i been snacking quite abit these few days -.- peanuts! and thats gonna cause me either 1. major breakout, 2. sore throat, i think its both *clears throat* been a rather fast week -_-" tiring one too... and i still got another week before i can truely relax abit. after that off to spring cleaning my whole room ~>.<~

Ging got her prom dress, i better hunt for mine too! after the exams that is, hopefully i find a flattering one.

Tml is Chan's bdae *grinz* gonna go dinner with them and hmm maybe should get him something *ponders*

Oh ya better ciaos now, piano in 24 min, gotta get ready n go =p

My desk =\ messy as ever

2006-02-21T15:46:00.000-04:00

Tiring tiring day!!! Went down to meet ging and than we went to tanjong pagar for her work interview, it was a damn long an hour and half i was meditating over books while she, went up for interview, one cup of sunrise to wake me up from coffee bean with whipped cream *guilt* and later in the day i had berries with whipped cream again *sniffles*

We went off to suntect after that job thingy and look for dresses from prom, couldn't find anything that nice so we went of to planet fitness to find elfry, well hehe it was good, we chatted till nearly 9 when i realise we were suppose to meet the rest for movie, a movie i wanted to watch so badly, i know i was suppose to be home earli to study *ahem* but well hehe!!!

Yeah! 'A seasons for love', it was darn touching, at first ging din wanna go for some obvious reasons but kinda dragged her to =p( kept asking C if he was sure he wanted the rest to go) but well i was glad we all went! It was touching movie, so touching,ging and me! yes me cried -_-" could imagine the reaction of C who kept patting my head XD and i remember him saying "silly girl" *cries more* ( i need a hug). Well, ging cried even more , XD we both look so puffed up, though mine wasn't so bad ( ponders over the image in the mirror), maybe my habit of crying silently din allow me to cry infront of ppl that much, but hey! my tears literary rolled dwn till my collar was wet =\ . We saw 2 korean girls in the toilet, one of em had puffy eyes and they were looking over at us, and we smilied back lol. The connection between girls, the heart and emotion connects with juz one smile, esp when we are upset! (kk this is rubbish). Feel like catching it again!

M called and talked a tad bit of nonsense, abt regretting that he din listen to me and that he left me and all the stuff, much as i used to be darn disappointed in him, but somehow i felt that he is a tad bit poor thing, =( after all he is my friend too, so felt kinda pity for him, so all i can do now is to stand by him =), told him he will find a better girl, and dun think of the past coz lives can't be rewound, moreover he is too late, my heart is no longer with him, the love i feel for him now, is juz of a good friend.

M asked me out to club tml, and offered to send me home, but! i m lazy, tml suppose to be my studying day! EXAMS!!!! should get that into my brain, my Otouoto is also mugging for tml paper at this time of the hour, duh he shoulda been sleeping that way he can concen =| but i think last min studying hehe, like aneki like otouoto, he takes after me! i wish him luck, and also to weelee which i presume having paper later too!! gd luck! <3 aight signing off, *yawns*

p.s : This is one of the days i feel like the luckiest girl ard , i wonder y stars and moon comes ard only when we meet (ponders)

2006-02-20T00:07:00.000-04:00

Slow day it was for me yesterday, everything was so mundane for the first half of the day, quarrels stood up, sometimes parents can be so annoying in the words they choose to say.

Enuff of that I went to meet Ralph in the evening at tanah merah hehe omg, he "fa fu" haha was telling him "omg u gained" he was like " ahuh ard 5kg" lol i was abit shock but he looks good aniway =). Took his bike to this cafe, ' Miss Cafe ' if i am not wrong at upper changi road, hmm Ralph was saying theres bus 9 and 10 that goes there, aniway its a sweet place =p romantic, the food is well average but the ambiance is great! We talked quite abit, and was planning to catch final destination 3 , but the bad thing is that its a Sunday night, and Sunday nights don't offer mid night show, moreover its a sneak preview =| I wasn't actually keen coz i m rather scared of these kinda show, i prolly grab n tug his arm, which is not too good. -_-" well he changed into T-shirt and jeans, pretty kind of him to match up with me, I like his T shirt though "Its not easy being easy" hehe gonna ask him where he get those AE tshirts and get it for someone. We headed to east coast and went to play pool awhile, me being me, who hasn't played pool for 3 years got trashed =( sad sad. We kinda got bored so walked dwn n talk at the stone platform, last time i remembered there used to be so much Roaches but now its clean n good. Nearly slipped thank god for him holding on to me >.<"

It was a great day but i wished it was greater *grinz* some of you would know what i mean...

Neways today gonna start studying, 1 week + in isolation make that near 2, was talking to Ralph abt SMU, i guess for the last assignment i seriously need to do something cos he said there are on floor open questions.

Oh ya! i wanna watch " a season of love" check it ya <3

2006-02-18T23:10:00.000-04:00

Today is such an unfaithful day, it made me so drained, I was on the phone till nearly 5am, half drifing through the door of dreamland, i went off to bed and was awaken a few hours later by a call on my mobile, at 8+ in the morning -_-" i guess the guy realize i was asleep and din continue to call me, i went back to sleep but at 10+ mom woke me up, she was pissed abt something, and i get the push, yeah i agree i forgotten to tell her stuff but oh well -_-" at 11+ had another call that officially woke me up... bad day to begin with.

Yesterday was really tiring but a fulfilling day =D, i went down to ging's place to bake cookies, i guess we bought the wrong cookie mix, was too sweet *faints*, sorry >.< i'll get the improved version the next time round, but well it was good at least 90% din get burnt =p . It was very tiring, i tried on this cherry dress damn cute =D hehe neways went down from bukit panjang,all the way to eunos area to give the cookies to someone >.< sorry! lol i noe its too sweet but its my first attempt =|. MY asked me if i wanted to go dwn momo with em but i guess not, i was damn tired and drained moreover if i actually went dwn it would be 12+ another time ya babe >.<"

All these years never had i spent so much energy and time over something i wanted to do for someone else and not myself. Quite surprised at myself for doing so.Well hehe at least i got to see someone and spent time with him =p and i got a hug in return so all the traveling and energy spent was well spent.

Ging and the cookies!

2006-02-18T11:35:00.000-04:00

Took this from rex's blog but i believe in it too so here goes,

31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment... even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. Don't go hang out with you ex when she's not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends... as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with his
cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22. Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things... they usually mean the most.

29. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.

30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and you should be free to hang out with your girl friend all the time

31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

2006-02-17T22:50:00.000-04:00

everything unique lies within you, everything i never asked for lies in you, the stars that i haven't seen for years finally shine through the skies, such beautiful glow that i have forgotten to appreciate, the heart of stone finally showed some cracks and warmth is flowing through.

i didn't want myself to fall over again after the last but i am taking this chance, coz i believe that life is not simply born to be made stone out of man but for the warmth to be passed on. i am stepping into the dark waters of uncertainty, yet i sense no fear, cos you are the one beside me.

The stars yesterday truely made me realise that each of em used to have a wish i hold on to, i made so much wishes but now... all i want to wish for is just one wish, for the brightest one to hold our dreams for eternity and guide us through life. Thanks for the small things you do to cheer me up, the little stunts that u made just to make me laff when my eyes are filled with tears. Thanks for turning my sky blue.

2006-02-17T07:14:00.000-04:00

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

2006-02-14T23:56:00.000-04:00

Something in life are meant to be hold onto. Every chance, every warmth, every heartbeat that beats in unity. Chances taken under uncertain of the future, naive is the word am famous for. A nugged from the winged man, presented with a sharp end, I struck it right through me. A fitted match, a smooth walk, a tug within me. A true blessed feeling that came upon me. Skipped a little through the fields of time. A different flow, a different beat than my usual. Living by the second and the days, not by the future. Plans galore, action withold, the diversion of attention moved from the seas to the land am in. Is this what is meant to be or is time playing a fool with mankind. Please let me stop in this realm , this time, this day, this minute.

2006-02-11T21:43:00.000-04:00

2 days to v day, i am done with my projects! or at least seems so, everything seems to have cool dwn much more, tomorrow theres paper for AVFE *fainting* i am so stoned these days,WOW has this cute vdae thingy! theres even a cupid, hows that hehe. Not much to update since the last i did, other than i met denise they all during Jo's bdae dinner. Richeal juz puffed up! which is scary, omgzers richeal what did u consume! hehe oh ya! Ralpheal so sorry! hehe din remember ur bdae was a mth before V day! we should chill realli soon! hehe blading session again pls =p

Winter Moonlight

The snow, so peaceful and serene,
caressed by the soft moonlight,
gave magical feelings to the night.

The soft blue glow,
the lovers' words that then did flow,
their lips closer and closer
until, locked in the throes
of a passionate embrace,
he decided to express his feelings,
to keep her safe.

He whispered softly,
his words like music to her ears,
"I Love You,"
and her response the same,
heard like the gentle breeze,
"And I, love you, forever."

That was the night they promised
to be together through everything,
each to care for the other when old and gray
A lovers' pact
the most likely to last.

- Krista J. Mikula -

this is like the sweetest quote i read. hehe, found it while finding quotes to put for my project

2006-02-01T21:36:00.000-04:00

Theres this trend of holiday mood that i have come to realise, yesterday when i stepped into school, i thought i came to school the wrong day. It was not only deserted but urber quiet, even ging agrees coz she came dwn for viva. Anyway babe~ u will do well dwdw yeah <3

Was planning my planner for the next few weeks, so much date due so little time so much on my mind... Next week test for PI last paper and presentation, friday, i have a assignmnet due. Next Next week my last assignment for AVFE is due and i am slacking, just totally no mood to even do anything. I am drained frankly with all those crazy nites.

This week was a pretty good one, CNY allowed me to stay at home for a few days and enjoy the company of some friends that i haven't talked to for mths. Tues i actually went out to chill with a group of my friends, well it wasn't so boring coz hehe i had weelee to acc me talk, though i did feel bad like abandoning cong >.< did talk quite abit though on the cab *relieve* I got teased as usual but well~ i am getting the hang of it =p.

Fearless; well i don't exactly take a fancy in the show... some how~! just somehow~ it put me to sleep >.< i guess other than the fact i am tired, the story seems so predictable.~ That night i ended up transfering tapes n talking on msn, by the time i finished all those it was 5.30am and knowing myself, i won't ever be able to wake up in time for sch, so i just stayed up and took off to sch and by the time i reached home was 2. Initially intended to finish my assignmnet for WISP before i head to bed, but i fell asleep on the table. Woke up was rather cranky >.< and body was aching like mad. Soz for all those ppl who got an "attitude" side of me.

Aight its like 9.45 i better be off and not take cab today. Have a happy thursday dudes and dudettes , love ya all!

2006-01-29T00:03:00.000-04:00

Projects after projects after assignments,a havoc january has passed, its been a month since the start of a new year. Somtimes theres this thought that lurks in my mind, that when we were younger each year seems forever, now each year seems to be too fast to be handled, dreams not yet achieved, limitations not broken, and guess what, its another new year.

Things we wanna do, words we wanna say never seem to get out this year, new year's resoution, to say n do the things we wanna do last year, to be done this year. But very much as anyone could guess, this year it wun happen again.

Its the lunar new year, and 4 days of break dun seem to do any help, piles of examination test and projects are due. And to think of it am graduating in 2 -3 months. Where did those 3 years go... i guess i have to reflect. And what would my future be. To stay or nt to stay.

2006-01-20T23:18:00.000-04:00

Its been a nearly a dozen days since i updated. As usually due to my busy schedule!

I finally did what i have wanted to do for the past few months; to get a new laptop! Now i m sitting in the room queuing for WOW and playing with my t43 , its cool! at least its way faster than my fujitsu, no more Lan card hassle, instead of a rice sack i am carrying a file weight >.< so much improvement! Now the next problem, to clear my Fujitsu C2210 and sell it off! hopefully i can fetch some nice price! Oh yeah guys if u want to get laptop do get it at AAA.com hmm at 5th floor sim lim! Its quite relatively cheap if you ask for a best price =)

I finally contracted the flu bug that has be circulating around the air for nearly a mth now, back to my "Pam has no voice" state. Last week was a case of waterflow nose, this week a case of "lost; the story of lost voice box"(aight i noe is lame) Been to the doc twice, and he gave me such a fat antibiotics that it scares me, seriously a FAT pill -_- can u imagine.

The weather has finally settled to being Very hot today, i wonder why the weather every year is getting from bad to worst, its like hell on earth! So many people dying due to the weather n suchs =\.

Oh ya! i got 98% for my term test for QLA , god i m happy! now my only worries is PI i have forgotten to blog the past 3 weeks, i better start blogging now >.
I need a break i hope that my term ends soonx!

2006-01-10T12:46:00.000-04:00

gosh i haven't updated in nearly 2 weeks, well as usual school started, got really busy, was slacking last week but this week am like in a lurch, so much things due.

Been sitting at this desk since 10am trying to do my AVFE assignment, well managed to finish 13 seconds out of the 30 seconds of video time. Quite satisfied, i guess, for a noob like me to do something like that *grinz*

SMU is fun! well the people are fun, but nt the class i am in, had a session on sat and monday, i probably only managed to take in 1/4 of the stuff taught. *depression* Its like totally not in my league, i have no idea what the professor is teaching =(

Oh well guess thats why i bought the text book for =\, study study~! QLA test was good, DEMO i guess kinda sucked abit. hmm other than that pretty much nothing. Kinda neglected my darlings, these two weeks ain't spending time with them much =( , so much things to do, so little time.

And as i guess well, i m having bad sorethroat, which means soon.... am gonna get flu or something. Maybe coz of the fish n co, me and my darling went to eat -.-" And maybe coz of the weather. Seriously the weather is crazy... Its been like 24-26 degrees for the past 3 days! my feet are practically in my night slippers *snuggle*

Aight, betta head to bed gotta be up in 6 hrs, my beauty sleep =)

2006-01-01T23:09:00.000-04:00

Its the second day of New Year! Gosh i am so even ever busy to even update my blog. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! to everyone!~ hope this year everything will be better than last (which was fab.)!

I am back in sg since hmm the 29th hehe, settled school stuff on the 30th and went dwn clubbin till 3 in the morn, shoulda gone down MOS but i guess too lazy to queue, Maybe next weekend or something. Jimmy was in town but i was too bz and already made plans before i even knew he was coming =\, seriously, i felt bad, hopefully he ain't too mad at me >.<"

New Year eve was spent with weelee,lone, channiee, hmm and a few others we went for dinner, talk nonsense and watched movie, by the time we finished it, it was already 12.30 hehe NEW YEAR =D, ok lame but fun. Sat at macs till 3 until i was half asleep already, due to the lack of sleep the day before.

I renewed my WOW only for a mth, miss the stuff and god i see everyone's gear i abit jealous hehe. but after all its a game, D is in sg... muz meet up before he goes back!

Other than that i got tons of smses during the new year and also suprisingly from Haz. haha! go chiong also never bring me *box* but oh well was too tired! Happy new year n merry xmas ya! to u and Ez.

Now reg. for Toefl >.< but jan like no schedule *poutz* haix... aight off to do stuff *falalla*

2005-12-26T23:29:00.000-04:00

Pictures galore!

Japan, nutty bar! royce choco *grinz*

Paper Turtle and cranes, for our class skit (PI lesson)

Love this, its helping my sunburnt state >.<"

2005-12-26T22:16:00.000-04:00

Xmas is over, boxing day's last glimpse was approx 9 half hour ago(indo time)...

And as every other year, xmas means that the year is coming to an end. This year, been a rather fruitful year, an improvement from the last(2004)and throughout the year i made new nonsensical friends who prove to be just the people that i wanna meet in my life, those with no logic or whatsoever, but never fail to make me laugh.

The greatest gift this year is probably a friend that i could count on, Ging~! who shares the same ideals as i do, dares to dream big, and poke our nose into ever small thing,which until now haven't gotten either one of us into trouble *phew*, this girl has both impressed me and motivate me to do better than what i believe i can do!Of course both of us have our glitches.

The best wake up call is the break-up i went through this year and realising that some people are not worth making friends with.( but i would consider this as being good too, as it made me know a friend who is ever so wonderful)

The sadest events of the year is the passing on of my grandma, both maternal and paternal, somehow it made my bond with my mom stronger; which i guess is a blessing in disguise.

And the many other events and people that i have to thank for:

Getting to know D (jian fei!) and other ex Peons people, who are simple so ever cute *grinz*.

Choosing a great attachment, with the help of Ging !!!. Getting to know the Suria People, that amuses me to the core, and the endless sneaking into the library to watch tapes!

Learning all the new stuff from Ging,(wonder if i even teach her anything); Singing,beads stuff(which apprently we kinda abandon for the time being),make-up, going to genting, and tons of stuff

!Going to Japan, the best holiday i had this year! Taking up photography(totally amature, just look at the camera i am using, a dcompact -_-).

Knowing Jimmy(thats last year event though end of last year), he entertains me, though sometimes irritate me =p *sozzzie* which started me on -_- online shopping!!! uuuu!~~~ are theeee caaause of my speenddingg billsss, hehe jokkin~

And meeting up with my cousins, haven't seen 'em for ages. Talking to people i haven't talked in months,and adopting a otouoto! Alexiiieeee!!!

This year been such a colourful year!! Thank you for alllL!! and my xmas wish is!! May next year be better! and hope my last sem results would be totally beautiful + the smu thingy! <3<3

P.s for those who are wondering what smu thingy, YESHH! i got into the advance placement standing for Supply Chain Business IT~~~~

2005-12-20T10:49:00.000-04:00

These two days been passing really slow, the good news would be, i got lan connection ^^, the bad news is i never bring anything to make full use of the connection *poutz* how was i to know it would be lan, i thought it would be just 56k modem u noe~ old dial up nonsense. I guess i am bored, today i got abandoned -_-" woke up late everyone was gone, literary gone, i was alone with the keys, milk, bread, eggs and tv remote control. 0_0~ so i guess i didn't do much, i miss everyone =~|.D is in sg -.- i m in indo. urgh~ Jimmy going back indo on the 28th -.- till feb 5th, wish he was in jkt can drive me!!!!

Hurhur chan made my day by saying i look good since the last he saw me *grinz* awww <3. Other than that =( nothing much, omgzers, i m rotting... fading....

2005-12-15T06:11:00.000-04:00

Stoning outside canteen 1 waiting for my darling friend to come. PI test sux, IC assignment double that! I wonder how i ever survived sleeping for only 3 hours last night; clearly it wasn't a sleep at all, would i say a nap. Was up doing the assignment and editing all the links n suchs and was a little piss with darling Ben, of course he being cheeky Ben, was pestering me about some stuff, which i can't really remember now. But well i got annoyed and told him to "leave me alone", maybe coz i m just really tired of some stuff *shss* + unable to be disclosed+ and for those busy bodies no its not any ONE just the hectic schedule and deadlines i have to stress on.

I finally got all the documents done today; letters from my mentor and my teacher, plus letter from the bank and finally i can send it all out tomorrow once i get the covering letter and certify some other documents that i forgotten to certify =). That made my day , at least my applications are going on fine.

Will be flying back on Sunday, and coming back on the 29th (thats the only flight available). That reminds me, i better bring some work to do back there =|. I juzt got a "call" of my semester, when i did my PI paper today, maybe cos of the lack of sleep, i didn't read the instruction which requires me to STATE/QUOTE the ACM code out, instead i just wrote the points its from. eg. ACM CODE 1.3, god how dumb can i be.

Right as u can see, i ain't to please abt things much of today. =| i m bitching again ... gonna accompany someone somewhere now. Hope i can get back earlier and zzz till tomorrow *poutz*

6:23pm
I juz became a kind soul, donation *sigh* but well the thingy is cute, but $2.50 is a killer! oh wellz, its for charity~

6:26pm
Ok everything juz come at once, now a survey ,WT!(what the!) geezie... i feel a huge PMS in action

2005-12-12T11:41:00.000-04:00

Reporting from "VIVA La DIVA"! At 2329Hours situated on a small secluded island, Singapore, in a not-so-huge apartment in the north eastern corner the tinny winny spot of my room, my zone comfort

This week, the bank account probably got a big shock the moment it tapped into its data base. A total expenditure of nearly 1k in the past 8days, how crazy can that be... Maybe coz of all the uni applications and essays aid! just as i thought theres no more essays there is one last one for me to do, inspiration dude! Let all the controversial stuff happen NOW pls, so i got something to write for that essay. Something BIG and overwhelming that it will shock the world? like hmm maybe Dan Brown's depiction of the Holy Grail and the Catholics are true? That will help me write my essay.

I can't seem to find anything that will affect me, like hell dude, so what if someone got hanged for drugs possession, I can't really relate it to myself =(. If I have no choice I will write something out of it though.

The racial riots that took place yesterday, was kinda a joke imo, y would you raid a BEACH, HELLO!!!~~ out of all places a beach, imagine those bikini cad people running n shouting for help, it prolly looked like chicken run! OK lets not get too much into "war of the words"

back to the not so interesting me... i m just so sleepy atm, just got home, gonna bathe and plunge into my sweet little crib!

Oh! not to forget! i met a twinny who is JUST so alike me, we even have paws, how cool is that, a twin to call my own, he is abit more thick skin than me though, the more provocative one! *grinz*

2005-12-12T05:18:00.000-04:00

Qla Live, from Np, lecture room 310112, forgotten to bring my papers and last week lecture, maybe coz i skipped it so i have no idea that he hasn't gone through it, and knowing that if i type on Microsoft i probably will not open my laptop till thurs. So gonna post it here IGNORE all the content thanks~

Jobs are break down into elements eg. A B C of job 1

Normal Time
the expected of someone who is rated at 100% (average rating from 80%(least) to 130%(verygood)

Performance rating is applied for every element at the time , the time study is done.

Observed time (from time study) -> normal time (By applying performance rating) -> Standard time (by including allowances)

Personal time allowance 4%(male) 7%(female)

element time muz do one by one. each element might have a different rating.

eg.

standard time = Delay allowance -1% + personal needs allowance -5% = Fatigue allowance 15% = Total(21%)

Practice problem qn 1

Job
Element 1 -> element 2-> element 3-> element 4 (done 10 cycle)

Take average time for each row.

Element 1 : (0.36 +0.31+0.42+0.35+0.38+0.3+0.41+0.42+0.35+0.35) /10
= 0.32

Element 2: (0.81+0.95+0.76+0.85+1.01+1.02+0.95+0.9+0.87+0.88)/10
=0.90

Element 3: (0.56+0.38+0.42+ 0.45+0.51+0.48+0.5+0.52+0.39+0.46)/10
=0.47

Element 4: (0.19 +0.12+0.16+0.21+0.15+0.16+0.18+0.19+0.19+0.15)/10
=0.17

Normal time for element 1 = 0.32*1.05 oR 105/100 (100 is the average time)
=0.34

Normal Time for Element 2 = 0.9*0.9
=0.81

Normal Time For Element 3 =0.47 *1
=0.47

Normal Time For Element 4 = 0.17* 1.05
=0.18

Total Normal Time for the job = 0.34+0.81+0.47+0.18
= 1.8 min(for average person to finish the job)

Standard time for the job = Total Normal TIme /(1-allowance factor)

= 1.8/(1-0.16) = 1.8/0.84
= 2.14

2005-12-09T12:47:00.000-04:00

Another endless tiring day, gotta do up IC assignment, but its like 1am and i still haven't gotten to it. So f**ked up with the essay for my application, everything look so profound, i just don't know how to even start writing for it. And worst still its suppose to be like the major part of my application. for the love of god someone help me!

Everything is due so soon, next monday off to the bank for statement and stuffs, i went down to post office and enquire about speedpost prices, its like $41 for each mail! imagine 5 *41 thats freaking $205!

Went out with Basil suppose to watch movie but only ended up eating at carls Jr, i feel fat! hmm but its nice =) and filling~ he said i look so stressed up, i can't deny i m very much at the bring of madness. IC project due next week, haven't really started, tomorrow my partner in project cannot make it. HOW!~!~!@~$~!@@~! -_-" think tml i m gonna stay at home n mediatate and try to do as much as i can. Tonight am gonna finish up my essay draft and send it for amendment. I m gonna spend money on it~ first time spending so much over applications~!

one sentence to last me the week " screwed if unsuccesful"

2005-12-04T14:02:00.000-04:00

I had the greatest fun in weeks, today! we took a total of 33 shots, for 30 mins. The lighting was great the company was good!!! pure sanity fun, went to the gym after so long and everything seems so quiet. The xmas decos, reminds me that i need to spend money for xmas shopping soonx~ Sinful me feel damn fat today *shurgs* like every other day! i got like the greatest doze of camera exposure today! but i love it~! wanna do it again soonx, TML!!!

Here are some of my shots!

candles! pretty yeah

doesn't this remind you of toilet woes.

Cosy corner

candle snuggle

thats all folks!

2005-12-03T11:51:00.000-04:00

I juzt saw a new skin on blogskins, avident as it seems i have resulted to changing my old blog to a much cheerful out look! to cheer my poor scathed soul today~

I sat for my SATS exam, oh yeah i did, i think i didn't do well at all judging from the way i have to keep re-reading parts that i read already, think my mind is juz not there to begin with. Was depressed, let me note, WAS, till our dear darling friend D, called, hurhur thanks for the nonsense that cheered me up *patpat* lol cartoon!!!!!!! *grinz*

I got the Bobby jack ringger tees yesterday, the monkey is absolutely cutie! theres this website that has really nice graphic tees! hehe will shop there once i get my damn allowance~

Yesterday i was at the school's bus stop waiting for 52 i saw this couple, the girl is totally dressed in juicy couture, omg is she rich or aristrocat, even her bag is juicy couture, very much it is pretty but i think abit funny looking, coz a combination of purple of purple and gold( my love,the royalty colour), and the rest of her dressing didn't really carry that "royalty" colour that well. Nevertheless, i m JEALOUS! -green alert-

Anyway gonna be more consistent now, since life seems like its picking up really good hehe!

Anyway to our dear PUggy! my partner in Paws Happy bdae my dear darling friend! so soz today i m juz outta sorts to join u at ur party! GET DRUNK and enjoy the nite! <3 ur bear paw partner *muackmuack*

zoning out and over my dear fellow humans !

2005-11-24T12:36:00.000-04:00

Its been nearly 2 weeks since i blogged, so busy with school work and stuff, a project is due tml another next tuesday, thanks to Ben who without fail listen to my sound files lol and edit my english, thankew!!! and also thanks to my Otouoto for all his ideas, been just so tired as usual these few days, so over stress, next tues theres a 10% quiz for QLA, what more worst is there than that.

I managed to get back most of my contacts by now, hehe Fred at last realise that Pammie changed her nos. after like so long! Got to talk to quite a few people that i have not talk too for such a long time, like Micheal and Bear. Darren asked me to visit him but i hadn't had the time too either, its like week after week, next sat is my SATS paper =| and i totally like neglected it for the past few weeks.

Weeks just passed so fast, years after years who knows the next time i ponder over things its 5 years later. 3 more weeks or rather make that 2 more weeks its holidays again, and i would be back in indo for xmas! Otouoto is going korea *protest* i wanna go!!! hehe but nah, i need to hibernate (my speciality in dec) Oh ya! Ben got for me this panda cap from KL SOOOO cute !!! will post the pic here soonx!!

I got this email from NP abt the SMU advance program thingy, ain't know if i should apply for it, if i do think i will die so much subjects =|. In great delimma if i should take it or nt, sounds like a good thing to take but i ain't know if i can juggle.

I have this sudden liking for ringer tees =p

2005-11-14T12:16:00.000-04:00

A hectic and unfortunate week this week, everything is so in a mess, maybe i was too tired din't pay attention to things.

went to Sultan's house on friday, his mom make really good chicken wing!!!!! Chill awhile and guess what, Belinda and me was wearing the same top, coincidence *faints*

I met up Shaun to catch "Alot like heaven" after that, it wasn't exactly a very nice show, caught the 1.40am show hehe, like Ging says, its not abt the movie its abt the person you are with! Reached home ard 4, he had to rush to hospital coz his friend got into an accident. How terrible can things start out to be...

Saturday, i was half dazed, remembered that i had SATS classes at 3-5pm, went down to school to play bball, but ended up in the gym -_- with Ging, Daniel and Jeremy.Took a wrong bus to my SATS class ended up late =
The day ended pretty badly, lost my phone, trust me i believe is that damn boy that stole it, looks like some nerd but he pushed through me when the mrt is quite deserted, than i heard some ericsson msg tone. If i was a tourist i will vow i wun ever step into sg anymore. I don't get it some nerdy looking kid actually noes how to steal, duh.

Sunday, i managed to get a new phone, the same model thanks dearie girl for helping me =)(feels less depressed) got a new line, now free incoming call, so feel free to buzz me with no worries *grinz* Got at least hmm 1/8 of my contacts back, lost Shaun's =\ thats my main concern, msged him on friendster and also his friends hopefully i get to hear from em soonx, or nt gonna resort to msging his sister lol. Coz of the contacts collecting i talked to a few ppl after a long long time, like Alex who nw becomes my official Senpai, Ronald who wants me to accompany him to go shopping for prom stuff, and Darren who i din't talk to in 1 year. Interesting things happen when u start chatting with old friends.

Today went to school early after blabbing on the net with Darren and D and Wei li. I was like at the damn support center for 6 hrs, but managed to do everything except my drivers, which i forgot to bring =\. Eveline was there also sat through 5 hrs with me lol, Ging came to see her supervisor n in the end we went to find Mr Pham got him to write a few recommendation letters =). Went to this talk and now i m freaking dead beat, moreover i still have my treatment to do, better rush over it!

*poofies*

2005-11-09T06:46:00.000-04:00

i should change my blog skin, went to blogskins found something pretty nice but somehow too lazy to edit -_- laziness !

2005-11-05T23:38:00.000-04:00

It was a fast first week, maybe due to the fact there are 2 days of holiday this week, next week assignments are on the pile and i guess i got less than a mth before my SATs exam, still confuse on applying for the unis, D~!~~ WRuu~...

Gonna go dwn to studyworks in an hours time and do a mock test, and gonna ask some questions regarding applications i guess.. Now come to think abt it i better submit all my application by the end of the month, so much things to do... Gotta pass them to my sec school teachers and my Poly mentor, gotta grind those vocab into my brain and practice more papers ( i am abit slow in learning language) and last and not least piano...

too much to remmeber, urgh!

2005-11-01T13:31:00.000-04:00

School was ok, i guess coz i only sat through 35 min of lecture after taking cab and the heavy rain, god i wasted money, and i met Tenx after that at town we roamed around and i realised i simply haven't step into town for a long time, to realise that things are different, spent a whole lot and catched a show. Muacks Tenx, thanks fer spending your time with me, i fig out that your gf is away thats y you went all sweet and ask me out (*glare*) but still, at least u did lol~ really had to catch up with you~!

I missed afternoon lecture, thinking theres no lecture, duh i read wrongly, its no Practical and Tutorial *geez* think i m still in a shut down mode, or simply like what everyone says, hibernation mode.

Saw Boon's project being aired during lecture, god its interesting, some horror movie trailer, gotta learn from him!

Finally compiled all the photos( not all too lazy to do the rest) here it is,

Japan trip photos

2005-10-30T05:38:00.000-04:00

Back from all the trips before school starts, tomorrow i officially become a student again and retire from my bummer job that i have had for the past 2 mths, did some editing of the photos ( minimised it and put captions and frames) was too lazy to do any photoshop stuff atm, too tired.

I am even too lazy to upload my thailand trip pictures..Looking at my Japan trip, theres approx, 250 files, thats including clips, if i can stream it i would but i am too lazy to :p, the bears are damn cute think i did sent some of the vids to some of my friends the last time i was in sg. and i have like another 45 pictures more to edit, in total ard 50 pictures i am gonna put up...(in my multiply account)

Here are some to begin with :

hotel that had very nice hot spring and tatami room, i am so gonna come here again~! the bell boy is cute *grinz*

Thats all for now, i don't know if i will do minis for my blog but the rest i will definately post up on multiply, too taxing for me to do mini versions of all the pictures!~

Tml school is gonna be relaxing 9-10am than i am done coz no QLA tml or rather for the whole week *hurrayy~* but from next week onwards i have like 6 hrs break wonder what am i gonna do, or maybe, juz might be i will skip morning mass lectures *evil grinz* One last sem.. than i am done with my poly life, fast aye, than gotta apply for unis and stuff, and my "bear" is gonna finish with his service. Fast fast... time flies.

P.S D~ if you read this, am sorry juz now, i juz got so bz, had to bathe my dog n stuffies, call me tml or something aight!~ miss ya~

2005-10-23T20:22:00.000-04:00

hurhur i am just too lazy to edit the pictures now, will do it when i come back from thailand~ anyway i am heading to thailand in 2 hrs, gonna visit grandpa and the rest of my cousins.

Finished all my maths that i needed to do, i still have english to finish and sat when i come back i have to revise, sunday i have a test =| din't go sats classes yesterday was too tired to concentrate, met onee-chan she is so overwhelmed by the stuff i brought back for her, did talk abt our family and stuff, i did tear abit, thinking of what i am gonna do in future, everything seems so bleak.

But i guess i have decided no matter how things end up to be, i probably gonna try to set up a business. Out of all the mths i know her, i think she is one of the most precious people i met in poly, the very reason why i feel my poly life is not in vain. Hopefully no matter what life brings us after poly we will still keep in touch.

Learnt alot from her, abt life, abt living the hard way, abt still being contented with small things in life... All my life i have been so demanding but she taught me to save, to enjoy the simple stuff in life. Made me become a less rebellious me.

I realised she is also the one that changed me the most, from a rough, heck-care, girl to now a much more demure still clumsy person. she taught me things that i can never learn if it wasn't for her. Thanks!!! onee-chan~

2005-10-22T21:59:00.000-04:00

hehe heres some stuff i bought~! From Japan some cute stuffie, tons more but basically food!!!!

Bought at the music box museum! its like a classic music box where u can rotate the handle, how classic is that!

Marimo handphone accessories

It can nod!!! mine is clover, wonder what onee-chan's is (bought one for her)

Wooden fox, bought at Lake Akan town, hehe its cute can do many poses anyway!!! i saw a flying squirrel!

My new journal, going from all black, to all white~

The infamous Bai zhi lian ren!

Hmm my new addition to my family marimo-san and marimo-chan!

And my fortune cat!

2005-10-22T20:39:00.000-04:00

YEAH!!! i am back guess what i think i spent $1000 plus there so much things are just so adorable, they are so technology savvy~!nearly bought a nikon d50 from there but decided that i probably wiped my card clean if i do that, so i decided not too.~

Took so much pictures there, beautiful autumn leaves and mapel trees, got to sleep in a tatami room( traditional japanese room), got to wear the yutaka (summer kimono) did a little hot spring, for 2 days, couldn't take pictures of the hot spring coz if i do i think a million people will run after me, coz unlike the pictures we often see, hot spring is done naked but its really fun esp the outdoor, its like at 8 degrees and we are like outside in this warm water, no wonder japanese are all so fair!

Ate alot on this trip, gained like a kg( still not so bad ) and i realise something, all the japanese have very pointy nose for an asian, most are like so pretty and cute(guys) their uniforms are so adorable ( took some pictures ).

Though japan is such a nice place, the cost of living is like UK, typical meal is like over $10 sg, and even a nail clipper is like $6 and its like normal for em... Imagine if i want to study there, think must start saving money.. they earn quite well too. I don't particularly like Tokyo, i prefer hokkaido, i don't know why maybe more peaceful the people more friendly, even if they don't understand english, theres no language barrier, hehe sign language!!

Next time i am going japan will be on backpacking! get to see more stuff anyway will post up the pictures really soon~

will be flying off to bangkok tml, so might just post the pictures on next sunday =)

2005-10-16T09:01:00.000-04:00

whee~ am going off to Japan in a few hours, gonna head to the airport now~ be back in a week before i go off to thailand.!! hope to get some really nice pictures on this trip!

2005-10-13T22:25:00.000-04:00

Haven't been to the gym for so long, freaking long that elfry was so surprised to see us ,lol! Jack went to thailand for the weekend... soon my turn, 2 more days!!!

Got my visa card back, after the machine ate it. But the card centre called me and tell me that a new card is issued and i have to come down to take it, i was like hur? didn't you all just post me one. -_-"

Guess after piano, i'll go home put dwn my books, then i'll head down to novena before i go kino, and then after meet my onee-chan and donald (if he can wake up).

A few days ago i saw this guy using a leather shoe, i don't know why but it seems like it carry a story... hehe so here it is, sorry for the poor quality used my mobile to capture it.

2005-10-13T02:33:00.000-04:00

i have been pissed off these few days, so easily agitated, i guess been Pmsing, sorry D been like answering you sentence by sentence, bits by bits. Gotta say sorry to the rest of ppl that i kinda bit their hands when they talk to me~

Owner so sorry hope ur ankle is ok! Onee-chan dw abt stuff ya things will be smooth, anything i'll be ard =)

2005-10-10T09:43:00.000-04:00

i swear UOB needs to upgrade their cash deposit machine *mumblez*