Thursday, June 30, 2005


bah been trying to upload a new song that i heard in ktv with ber on tuesday.. but i can't seem to upload it yesterdae *poutz* maybe its too big *blinks*gonna try it again later when i reach home... prolly need to put in a diff format.

yesterdae training was really tiring, i din had the mood to either =\ , while doing the shoulder press, elfry and me heard this thingy abt some paranormal expedition in mt faber... he had the cheek to even ask me wanna go or nt =.=", god noes i dun like these places >.<"! . was talking abt clubbing though, he was saying that today he is going to club n asked if my gang wanted to join him and his friends, i was like "huh, no ty coz i got work on sat" = weekend gonna be burnt, officially. "work,work" hehe sounds like that cutie peon =p . he was mentioning that we should try eski bar (or something like that) he said its pretty cool *waaaaaa* Oh ya! those ppl that are interested, i wanna go sentosa agian every sat! re- live the old good times when i was year 1 ! i got 2 takers already including myself any other any any any !! =p hehe ok gonna ciao gotta test stuff in da office *faalalla*

p.s DANNIEEEEEEEE =( flying off today, soz din spare so much time with u , come back in aug kk <3>.<" though in the past 2 weeks that happen 4 times only the rest u were at jon's or andy's =.= *jealous*




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Wednesday, June 29, 2005


PAINNNNN~ -.-" on mc today, it freaking hurts like hell, cun even roll outta the bed until 3 pm, my head hurts like hell too, muz be addition to yesterday's pain. yesterdae was a bad tuesday, so much problems and nonsense, i was like half the time trying to cope da pain and trying to finish up stuff , managed to do up the server for the data base and also the template. Din wanna go lunch so told most of my friends that i juz wanna sit alone.

Apparently, i was damn stress and upset, while ezra and hazlin asked me if i wanted to eat, knowing they always go to the back to eat so i thought alright y not, go behind walk abit only, how did i know we ended in bugis -.- as much as my tummy is like hurting bad, i felt bad if i walk back so i followed.

Haz juz told me that they are upset abt the fact that i din join them fer lunch (them == the usual lunch group), but hey kk i admit its my fault but... i din do it on purpose, i had the very intentions of not even going fer lunchie, could ask the rest of the ppl the expression on my face b4 lunch..

Neway gonna go doc soonx once i eat something , than off back home rest awhile than piano, gotta start practicing over again, priorities pam priorities and i muz hit the gym soonx enuff before i slack off again, juz that these two days are hell on earth fer me. will post more abt yesterdae later...




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Saturday, June 25, 2005


Hectic days, anugerah is ard the corner, everyone look so stressed up *scared* guess i must start getting busy also. Asha and me were kinda surprised that day when Ali asked us if theres anithing else we would wanna learn in the office, we both just look at each other and finally decided we wanna learn production, wells he said he would talk to our supervisor. Actually i realise after pesta perdana the ice between us and the office ppl broke. *grinz* everyone is so friendly with each other now. hehe... we are much more open and they joke with us more =p. We told Suhaila that we wanted to be more involved in trailer production n stuff, and she told us Reha was looking for ppl to help her hehehe... so might juz stay after our aug end date of attachment... I mean we all after all looking for expierence =p.

Juz installed WC3 finally after so long i decided i should install it back on my comp, and at least try to play it hehe rather than let it rot to death there... and yeah~ berber cd got error =( but wellz lone one is all good *grinz* managed to installed wow into the new comp... chan is leaving wow from what i hear and see, his last subscription date is 15th july... i was thinking maybe its time for me to also quit wow, but plain lazy me is juz still putting my cc on it =\.

aye so much have happened, i managed to catch initial D the movie with ervin (thats what he rather be known as) the show was pretty good but i was sleepy, wad ya expect after a nice bath from gym =\.. hehe

and one last thing i din noe NP was so onz with WCG( http://worldcybergames.com.sg) *grinz* too bad i noe nuts abt wc3 and i get totaly dizzy with -.- CS dun ask me y, fyi u can always ask mitch y i feel like vomiting while playing stupid guild wars -_-" i feeelll sorta sea sick *barff*...
long blog again... main reason is coz i m waiting fer that idiot lone to finish his MC so i can play =\ wc3 >.<"




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Wednesday, June 22, 2005


aye Sam claims she fat... god she is like i tink slimmer than me, thats what shannen said rather " she slimmed dwn alot". Meee~ i din even flinch a single inch of those fats, *pokespokes* aniway i was browsing our darling sammie's blog and i realise woah~ aye *halts* pictures she takes are really good, girl u so gotta teach me to do that, somehow i need to nurture the love of something and i have decided graphic art and photography *grinz* , come come sammie be my shi fu *bowbow*.

Looking at her somehow reminds me of those sentosa days, are we gonna relive it one day O.O i wanna go play vball again~~~~~~~than we can both lose weight by melting em *hehe*come to think of it, i kinda feel fat ( not as if its not normal) for the past few days... maybe coz i haven stepped into da gym fer sometime due to bzbzbzbbz schedules.. life is such a mess ( in a good way) now . everything is in a rush. and.... *swings my fist* i m pissed with this comp for not lettin me install wow =( . i promise unker ber to play and now it refuse to install... maybe a good sign for me to stop playing ne way =p.

Our office clown has been on leave for 3 days -.-" today is the third day, and i m claiming my half day leave today too.... needa fix this idiot wow nonsense thingy and stuff.. Anyway come to think of it, Fuzzy is having his op today, *hugz* all the best with those wisdom teeth~! and after that pls go sleep lah aiyoh...

uncle yogi been saying stuff, and now i m his offical adopted kitten *grinz*, hehe he has responsibilities to make sure i groom into a beautiful feline breed of da cat society ^^, bear that in mind kk uncle =p.

aight toooooooo long a post gonna log tata




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Monday, June 20, 2005


ahhh the pics are finally up a few missing from sukri and reha's camera so yeah gotta wait, for those who wants to see the rest of the pics, i have some up (i feel fat).

Pesta Perdana 8:
http://www.pammie.fotopic.net

My lappy is in the meeting room now since they borrowed it , nothing much to do now so blogging =\, after lunch gotta finish up the anugerah site, than gotta ask ace for the template for the database >.< bzbz day~ after that still gotta go dwn and train and iffff i m still alive i might go down to eunos to get the cds from berber... (*prays*).

Oh and yeah i fixed my sata hdd, after days of trying to fix it, turn out that i rebooted a few times, plug stuff in n out a few times, after being irritated by some stuff, and finally able to fix it and spent the whole night installing stuff, finally slept at 3 am -_-". Hazlin was like disturbing me on msn with KFC =.=" duh was craving fer that, was suppose to go today with ezra but they are having a meeting, so prolly i'll make do with other food fer today...

Sinful indulgence : 1. ice CREAM - god i miss it maybe alt week.
2. KFC -gonna make it a 2 weeks once thingy.
3. Sushi - ONCE a mth issue.

hmmm ok now i feel even more bloated hehe... aight lunch time~ gonna waddle ard awhile. anyway dannie thanks fer sitting there whole of last nite staring at me trying to fix da comp =.=". and Pawy , miss ya tons =p




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Saturday, June 18, 2005


tiring weekend hehe, friday was pesta perdana, god i never look so different before, even ali said so, maybe when i get the photos i'll link it up hehe....got to mingle abit with the malaysian and sg stars, jai is hot cute~! hehehe it was tiring but very fulfilling . I got to realise that ezra lives like kovan which is like way so near to me O.O" . Reached home at 2 that day was reali totally wiped out.dead tired.

Yesterdae was half a tiring day too, woke up at 12+ to go out with unker chan to watch mr and mrs smith, wellz its an action movie pretty good i think =p but maybe i was tooo tired to focus, than we went dwn to sim lim to get my new cpu and monitor *pats the screen* hehe... wellz thats abt it, went home, asked fazel to help me fix comp, he was here till 1 am poor guy =\, he is coming over again later >.<" .

today gonna be a bz day again, off to piano than gym coming back gotta wait fer faz, been bzbzbz, mama been entertaining dan so sorry dannie, i duno when i have the time to spare =( , he is dropping by my hse tonight think can talk awhile...i feel so bad to him >.<" he came all the way and now i dun have time. NVM since he is here fer 2 weeks, this coming week i m gonna spend time , somehow with him ^^\/ aight gonna log off now too tired and gotta go prepare fer piano *waves*.




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Wednesday, June 15, 2005


blue blue tuesday yesterday was, too tired to post too bz in the day, i duno with what -_-" wasn't seem myself, and at the end of the day i din feel like the day even started.. terrible~~~~

Elfry said i dun seem myself *looks at self in the mirror* i feel weak, that i cannot lie, i feel dead tired fer no what reason, think either i m gonna get my tsunami or i m gonna come dwn with a fever + flu+ sore throat... or juz not enuff nutrients. *letargic* hmm gonna go fer some interview thingy tonight before i can climb on my bed and sleep.. can't wait..

anyway PAWY i mish u!! hehe thanks fer msging me today u cheered my day... anyway guys the comp specs i wanna use fer my comp are these:

-AMD Athlon64 3000+ Socket 939 Box CPU w/Hyper Transport Technology
-Abit AV8 Athlon64/K8T800/8x/SATA/1394/OTES/Sound/USB2.0
-Leadtek FX-6800LE 128MB 2.0ns w/TV-OUT & DVI
-Seagate 80GB ATA 100 7200RPM 2MB Cache (5 Years)
-Kingston PC-3200 512MB CL3 DDR 400 RAM X2
-TDK 52x32x52 CD-RW Writer IDE Internal Retail Pack (Black)
-Antec smart 350W Power Supply (power) vs.2 (3 years warranty)
-COOLER MASTER Cavalier 3 ATX Mid-Tower
-Samsung 17” 793DF Flatscreen

basically i need the comp fer both graphics designing and gaming =p so yeah~ hehe all these are thanks to wei li da woof who helped this noob getting started and chan the cow who ever so willing to pei me go dwn n "bargain" fer me which most likely i still will kana knock by em -_-"

Owner says she is going bangkok PLS get me something *hintz**AHEM* ty~ <3>.<"

juz had sushi *baobao* now i feel so ever tired, got till 6pm and oh yeah today is my supervisor's bdae! HAPPY bdae Suhaila~~~~ and she is on leave, lucky her =
now talking to peter, i managed to solve the crimson room(http://flash.qbol.net/pl;p/youxi/images/04042203.swf ) with the help from my collegue who was standing above me and pointing out stuff, thankewwwwwww *hugz* hehehe...aight gonna solve the next room without him, since he went dwn to edit tapes, wish me luck!




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Monday, June 13, 2005


yesterday was way too tired to post. woke up at 11++ to realise OMG i m late for piano -.- rushed down like a mad girl and after piano which was abt 1.30 had to rush dwn to cityhall coz i had training at 3 =\, met ging n we ate deli and than went off to training, hehe we were abit late *protest* but wellz we did rush, i swear! we did nothing of those shopping nuts thingy *blinks*

Some how from yesterdae's training we realise our trainer is party animal too *whistle* , now at least we know who to jio~ hehe... talking abt that we wanna go cycle at nite too, not bad an idea eh after eating can go burn cals!

was abt to leave when we met monica (oh yeah!) din see her since i first came into the place... she said serene joined PF also i was like woah~ all my sec skool friends ~ not bad, guess we did change alot, monica is prettier now *grinz* hehe and as vain as ever though! we all officially declare ourselves FAT~! yeah the 3 Letter word F-A-T. yez Mikey now i declared that u happy hehehe... stupid yogi bear!*innocently walks away*... after that we were already dead tired, wanted to go funan to see da softwares i wanna get but cun coz it closed already *noted before 9* =( oh wellz... headed home, wanted to sleep but got bugged by unker chan =.=" but out of da goodness i helped him and now (the aftermath) i m like dead tired XD later am still going dwn to move ma body abit after work before i head home, earlier than usual i hope ard 10++~

been asking ard fer specs of comp, most likely gonna rebuilt a comp this sat, or parts of it and say good bye to my 6 years old monitor who looks abit chao dar hehee~ am good ok able to keep da comp alive for 6 long years and a change of 2 cpu, as unker chan sae i m able to bring it along so i will rather build a good one n bring it along to where ever i study~ hehe... Long post eh! gonna put up the specs soonx and see if anyone objects to what i m gonna to built , adios time to stop writing ^^ *waves*





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Saturday, June 11, 2005


*yawns* good morning to the word, at 4:02pm, i haven't woken up so late before like a record of 3 years -.-" blame it on my friend( lets name him MR X), he made me go dwn and pei him talk nonsense, that reminds me of a certain someone... someone close to my heart, i miss him so much, but wellz... Mr X bought cup noodles and mamee, knowing its my fav, thankewwwww but yeah i m on DIET -.-" and u want me go eat at like 3am! excuse ME. are u trying to make me fat! i don't mind though it if was kfc hehehee....

Craving, but oh wellz, before ging and the rest of the world murder me, i shall not touch such sinful food, now come to think of it, i wouldn't mind stealing the mamee home, *sneaks back into his hse*hehe.. Talking abt things last night, and what ever happen made me miss and made old feelings came back, but somehow i know i no longer stand such beautiful chances. ATM i feel so fuk up abt life, ain't know what i m doing ain't know where i m heading in life... i juz hope i find myself soon enuff or nt i will go crazy~


P.S the song in my blog is Evan & Jaron - Crazy For This Girl

Thanks my darling seal, kieren fer finding the title fer me *muacks*





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Friday, June 10, 2005


Been a long time since i did anithing to do with blogs, so here i m back in action with a new blog, new look even new address...


I m doing all these in a mear 3 hrs since 11am, wasn't too nice a day as how it started.. more like woke up late, came to work, did a check on the trophies (for pesta perdana) and started slacking ard~ oh for those who din noe, am doing my internship now -.-" but fortunately in mediacorp, which is like a soso place but more happening place~

Come to think of it i guess i been gyming too much, so today is an off day from the gym, my body is aching dudes! so much so i feel sometimes like murdering my PT , *charges* "ARGH!!!!! ELFRY!!!!" like what i did yesterdae after the ab machine...

Hehe suppose to be lunching now, but too lazy to go dwn and eat so here i m doing up my blog first before i head to get my lunchie from IP(international Plaza), very much i prefer to sit still but i guess no choice, tummy is calling fer me!

Aight gonna sign off for now i guess, i still got 4 hrs to spare n do some stuff (I HATE FRAMES) *tidies self* before i knock off, TGIF (hehe) , probably gonna draw some stuff and browse through some site, improve on this bloggie~ *ciaoz*




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