it has been a long time; * from past till now.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

After much lecturing from jason abt y i m not utalising my phone, here it is, i will no longer deprive my blog to juz words V(^o^). It shall be more colourful!

The past month when mama was away, everything seems so changed, mind u i m way serious, i fell sick(ok thats the obvious), i can sit hours infront of the piano(ok so not me, maybe its exam), gymified(not a word but yeah) which i cannot realli go to coz i m still practically coughing my lungs out *pointz at the sun*~nice for swimming~ (t_t)** and lastly i m so obsessed in scoring high for the upcoming SAT1 test that i practically invested money in it(ahuh,books i meant. Juz look at these evidence!!!)

Amount of Books old and New *poutz* that cost me ard 80 bucks, got it during the first week i came back.

And this was the reason of that hectic book buying session, my old result(>_<)"

Oh ya, those stuff i bought from StrapYa! came, but i guess i was too buzy cooking dinner din hear the door (^_^)"

I bought salmon and tons of fruits yesterdae yesterdae, made sashimi, i ensure u its not harmful, i put the rest up in fridge gonna freeze em awhile coz from what i know for salmon sashimi u need to freeze it in salt *nodnod*, i realise since i came back my staple food is mostly udon, and soba, its good! and i m so in love with ichigo again *nyu~~*(^o^)..

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10:43 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

god the amount of time i been coughing these days, at least my nose cleared, no more of those phlegm stuck. The only problem now is that i have like this fur ball feeling stuck in my throat, *coughcough*, got that idea from elfry he was mentioning abt his cat coughing over fur balls,on our way back. Ging also got sick today, think its the stupid weather, hot cold hot cold.

Jack was saying everyone is getting sick, him me , hehe the only one left now is mr elfry. His life also the most happening , so moral of the story is, exercise *nodnod* duno y these few days i been like having tsunami attacks from my body, sometimes sweat fer no reason, or maybe coz i started to push myself again and metabolism juz zoomed again (hopefully) -.- think fever again.

Juz heard from infuser that theres this ko gathering *shakez head* so long le, shi xiong y are u still playing it lol.~ come to think of it, that damn shi xiong finally found my cds, and and i m gonna drag him out one of these days to get that back, come to think of it, the month of sept so many ppl's bdae *poutz* duno what to get them also.

Haven't been updating, so bz with piano and all but after that hehe i m gonna drag Ben out everyday *jkjk* like as if he wants like that....~ *winks*

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12:09 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Been so freaking busy with my last week of attachment and stuff, got abit motivated by Dan on stupid piano~ Juls did some great help too by intro'in me the song from FFX. Hehe though he said some "little" words i got so encouraged.

Called mom up cun get her -.-" muz be busy shopping when i finally got hold of her was like at 7+, god i m gonna miss the crazy office ppl, mom told me not to take up the 2 mths but instead to do other impt stuff, true enuff i was expecting her to say that... so my plans for these 2 mths would be :

1. piano till exam date (13th sept)
2. SAT (prolly gonna apply for Jan or May)
3. Driving Licence
4. other things that i wanna learn.

which in short means i might have to go back indo fer a mth plus *shake head* ask me go back alone, scary , ask me stay in batutulis 13/21 even more scarier -.-" so maybe i will move to my other hse a few street away. Other than that nothing be up much, i m still coughing and i guess all those coughing has caused my tonsils to react again, so gonna go doc tml morning before viva.

Finally did everything i needed for now~ and i muz stick to a straight routine like what Dan said, some how i have been getting much closer to Dan over the days hehe thanks dude for never ending nagging at me n stuff even though u r like zillion miles away. 7 hrs of sleep *nods* i'll listen hehe~

Oh yeah =| i mish DDDD, its been so long since i talked to him, i juz suddenly missed him outta the blue, think he is damn bz these days, so am i, DDDDD one weekend give me a buzz kk we talk =p, its so different without him having to make fun of me n stuff *poutz* i mish those days *gnome attack* hehe. i officially kinda stopped playing for awhile, so if u see my char online, it prolly be jimmy not me.

aight signing off gonna brush teeth than zoomed to bed ^^\/

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11:36 AM

Friday, August 19, 2005

*sniffles* ok my cough seems subsiding but my flu is still there...my viva is postponed till next friday, went to piano yesterdae noon and guess what! my exam is on the 13th so from now till then i will do a little disappearing act from everyone, time to focus, get well and seriously pia for my exam...

its raining and i got some inspiration yesterdae while walking home and wrote a little song with the title shadows.. showed a gf of mine, guess gonna ask sultan to help fig out the tune for it.. hehe kinda reflects me~ neway i m so awe'd by tata young, god she is good! looked through some prj superstar clips from weijian's site and realised hey~ that jun yang ain't that bad aye, his voice is real good, but i find weichong cute hehehehe kk enuff of it.

oh at last bought a few stuff from that strapya!.com shop, helped MY buy some too hehe hope it comes soonx at least those small stuff gonna cheer me up.. Dan called me up last nite and guess what, he might come dwn again end of this year with elain and the group! they gonna drop by sg before going to aus for back packing...and he juz sent me a cute dvd over dhl think that stupid boy spent much more on his postage than on the dvd hehe , its my all time fav movie "lassie"... <3s

my staple diet has been porridge and udon -.-" boring but seems to do my weight some help XD,been blamin jim for not being in sg to cook fer me, terrible rain + medicine is making me drowsy again... guess gonna practice abit , cook lunch than go back to zzz~!~ aniway i wanna proclaim something i <3 watermelon! its doing my throat real good help *xie xie*

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9:50 PM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

this week i m like on 4 days mc -.-" yesterdae i drop by to the doc again coz i started coughing real bad, he gave me another 2 days mc , so here i m at home, a new course of medication,frankly i feel like s***! my body is like -.- uber weak atm, but the best thing is i seem like i lost quite a bit of weight.

was suppose to do viva today but called up my school supervisor to tell him i wasn't fit enuff to do it, he said ok and postponed it till next friday. Ben intro'd me some nice anime, to begin with eyeshield21 is nice hehe quite cute, but i muz protest! BEN~!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan my tenjou tenge back, so i m gonna drag u out once i m ok to get it ok! no more buts...

gotta go piano soonx, i still haven't been practicing maybe my body doesn't feel like it i guess but the exams coming less than a mth *prays* may i do ok!

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8:19 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

maybe i forgot to tell the doc that i might juz have flu -_-" my nose been literary running since i woke up, used up like 2 boxes today had to go dwn kovan to get more boxes of tissues and groceries, no more food in the fridge... did a little cleaning up to my cupboard n stuff got rid of a whole lot of stuff and did a little cleaning to my bathroom, nice and squeeky now, was sweating like hell! need to do more house cleaning, its good exercise =p... well i did ended up stocking the fridge but hell i forgot to buy bread *shakez head* my staple and i forgot, think my head was roving too much.

did a little online purchasing *grinz* woohoo, got a gf of mine something from there too~ hope those little charms work! oh S msged me after so long again, he said stuff he shouldn't say right nw, i did ask if it was suppose to be exclusive when he asked that, he said yes... hmm i m still considering... i dun realli like the idea of anithing exclusive now esp when i m so tied dwn with alot of stuff , having B also another problem...gonna see weekend what he tries to tell me... somehow S gives me this mysterious feeling like not a guy to call my own hehe... oh wellz i shalln't kill brain cells over guys, whatever for! when i have my babes and my gfs ard! more over if i wan cute guys to be ard with i have the whole gym to enjoy ehhe jkjk~

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10:25 AM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

monday - broke dwn system of body starts showing signs, ahem first i bought like lozenges and freakin cooling water ( i suppose) but guess too late, my immune system has been officially attacked by those bad ugly minitoons virus. went to gym, soz E i bang'd ya car door a'little to hard >.<". went there stoned abit, and worked out pretty much fer 40 ++ min, cun talk everytime ging tries to talk to me, its juz like my throat went pretty much hay wire its juz a sharp pain. talked to jack awhile abt some ppl wanting to join the gym hehe, a couple of my friends rather, we joked n stuff than off to bathe, came out sat awhile at the cafe corner n talk'd to elfry( ehhe found out his bdae) he is gonna have a chalet prolly on the first week of sept! than ging told me i was heating up, so after awhile we took off home. i was sitting at the bus stop when i saw my friend chatted abit, was thinkin of takin cab but by the time my mind finally decided, i saw the bus -.- i dropped of at some ulu place later onwards coz i cun take it! gotta reach home fast.. bathe'd recieved a call from elf asking if i was ok, awww sweet of him, than went to bed but hmm cun sleep till like 1 + coz the throat juz burns , cun even swallow, thats when i know i m so dead !

tues - woke up my body was so heated up, went to bathe did some stuff than headed to doc, truely enuff i was given 2 days mc, which means i prolly on the verge of X_X jkjk~ but yeah the doc said my throat was in a real bad state, bought porraige cun finish so left some over fer dinner,tried to snooze body was still too hot cun snooze, so cooked dinner, well thats abt it for my day~ and i did some cleaning up to my top shelf so i can organise my stuff, hehe tml gonna be second shelf get rid of all those magazines i dun need! i juz finished like my 1st box of tissue, my nose hasn't been running like this fer 2 years so means this is bad. Oh i fell inlove with sunkist oranges! so i guess thats my fav food fer now =p dun ask y hehe ( thanks to Dan )

oh ya jim showed me this website strap ya!which has tons of cute stuff hehe godddd freaking cute to shop at, currently i m like interested in so many of em esp the charms! (girls some may say) but well hehe i calculated i prolly spend like usd$52 including shipping not bad aye hehe one for each day =p!

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1:53 PM

Monday, August 15, 2005

Everybody does it
That's what you keep saying
Everybody doesn't
Not everybody's playing
I wanna be your girlfriend
But you gotta put the pressure off
Just stop

I think you've got
A one track mind
You're so focused on the destination
That you're missing the ride
You tell me
You're a patient guy
But we're not having conversations
‘Cause you're pre-occupied

If I loved you, I would
If you loved me I wouldn't have to
If I were in your shoes
Never expect you to get down

Chorus

Everybody does it
That's what you keep saying
Everybody doesn't
Not everybody's playing
I wanna be your girlfriend
But you gotta put the pressure off
Everybody does it
That's what you keep saying
Everybody doesn't
Not everybody's playing
I wanna be your girlfriend
But you gotta put the pressure off

Ooh, you're good
You try real hard
So just fill out your application
I'll let you know next year
You don't believe
When I say no, no, no
If you don't give me considerations
Then you'll have to go

If I loved you, I would
If you loved me I wouldn't have to
If I were in your shoes
Never expect you to get down

(Chorus)

Break it down for me baby
Come and chill
Turn the pressure off
Come and dance with me sexy

Just Stop

(this is so me at this moment, will also be the song of my blog , this is to that guy, u noe who u r)

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3:54 AM

Sunday, August 14, 2005

yesterdae was damn happening, aight~! maybe coz i haven been clubbing in a mth ++ 2 mth, so yeah~ O Bar was it! the songs they groove to is good, the dj is juz fab, but wellz the place is a little small fer dancing but definately better than phuture space *stare* thank god my shoe was in one piece by the time i got home... was there with Ken, CK, My, Rex, Chan and two of Ken's friend, Alvin and Adrian (finally i got their names right). It was fun Alvin and Adrian are good dancers they dare to groove man~ totally, hehe its so fun dancing with rex too~ and my, they are hot~, fun group,hehe but god CK,Ken and Chan are like blocks -_-" i mean common MOVE IT~~~~~~~~~ juz move even if u duno how, not like we know either hehe... learn from HITCH the movie come'on!..sometimes its funnie seeing how some guys are trying so hard to move to u and dance with u hahaha~ thank god beside me was alvin and bas and behind me is the dj counter woah! hehe Alvin dances not bad eh~ hot *sizzle*, me and rex was like so lesbian dancing and Alvin and Adrian was like the gay couple trying to compete with us lol... awwwww man.~

Bas came down i felt bad but hehe he came down, its fun so long since i saw him, he said he lost 14kg but i dun see anithing much diff, but yeah I also wanna lose so much, fatfat, he said i m not awwww juz sweet talk hehe... but well we should chill more, soz ah yesterda, but really enjoyed the nite thanks =p.

Initially i was so not interested in coming but supposin that its suppose to be baby ck's b'dae so i went hehe, only today when My tell me i realise that it was also Adrian's bdae yesterdae *shakes head* din noe that =|..

Before clubbin i was like out shopping at anna sui,body shop and topshop,the shopping bags are still in my tiny fila bag, wonder how i fit so much inside.

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2:15 AM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

i finally stepped into the gym again after 2 weeks, been sooooo bz and caught up with other things to even do that, feels good to be in there hehe unker elf had a new client it seems yesterdae and he came over to bully me *mumblez* i told him " go talk to ur client mah be friends with him" he said " dun wan later wanna torture him" *shunder* i wonder what my sessions with him tml will be *cries* torture and everything i can never imagine!!!! but well it feels good seeing him again, reminds me of my goal hehe and never ending reminder from my other friends. oh wellz i find myself staring at the guy at the counter more, aye he looks like small kid but infact way adorable! kwet kwet =p

Recent days been doing my crash course sat book but cun get the vocab into my brains other than the first one -_-" terrible memory span + ahemahem + concentration i guess, so tonight when i get back gonna do it *nods* its a MUST!

mama buzz'd me earlier and told me she talk to uncle achin and the rest abt studying, she gave me a few options, UK ( which i doubt i want to go there, its like *brr* ), US ( double thoughts ), Germany or stay in SG (which i dun hope so unless i get into SMU)... so yeah i m still in midst of confusion n stuff, but basically i will no matter what still take my SATs to guage myself ^^.

aight gonna meet some friends now~ will update more tonite , well thats if i have time to

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5:08 AM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

woah tiring day, din end up doing what i needed but finally got some stuff fer couz, the things she wanted -_-" hope it works hehe~! if it does muz tell me so i will use it! aniway did some grocery shoppin was suppose to take train back but with 3 bags full i ended up takin cab! thats my fridge stock up fer the week ,suddenly my love for meatloaf is back bought 300g of it ,bah~ ard 12 pieces hehe...

came back ,ate, did some stuff, and did the most un constructive stuff, was to renew wow acc, fer one last mth, was suppose to practice piano but din, guess tml morning waking up earli to do so... bought the new sat book cost me ard 80bucks , both the sat book and the crash course one, gonna so sign up fer the feb one! this time i muz concentrate and score like 1300++ or 1400++ i m sure i can instead of a peasy 1140 =( did badly on verbal at that time *poutz*

wahahha showed my dear owna my baby pics, mama wedding pics and grandparents wedding pics god~ what dearie said was true, my mom is way damn gorgeous, bah hehehe~ i wished i was her =p blessed with such looks

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8:46 AM

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

finally back, went on business class and guess what theres this cute indo guy next to me, he is like 24 years old but already in the business world, doing trips and presentations. i wish i could reach that when i m 24 ... thats like 5 years or rather a little short of 5 from this date! god i m in awe.

before i went back i visted opa, he looked so frail n dwn when i told him i m leaving, i wun be back prolly till next year march after my grad. i m missin him edi, juz hope he stays strong like forever! did some prints on my baby pics god hehe so funnie >.< .

back in sg, i was talking to juls on how much i miss D bur, wheres my gossip buddy gone to!! EHEH, heheh was juz typing that and i see his msn pop up !!!!! wooo!~ hehe...~ juls and me are both planning to take SAT, i think fel(mah cousin) too~ hehe gotta help him find some printing + animation uni, duh i duno how i m gonna find it, but i think can bah!

neway the night is not young, got work tml , so gonna pop myself to bed soonx, juz did my laundry n stuff! OH did i tell u melvyn told me he is working on the 3rd lvl , DUH i din noe that heheheh , he saw me a week some day ago i guess =p, muz ask him out fer dinner or lunch =). misses hehe! should chill out more =p!

-a missing feeling piercing through-

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1:29 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

packing my bags, yeah i m leaving on the 3.30pm flight outta here, been a long time since i open my lauggage to pack, only yesterdae D flew off to the states, today its me flying of back... yeah i needed a break from all the things that has been happening ard.Going back brings back memories of things that happen a few mths back, tears, worries and god noes hate. the house is gonna be quiet now, this is also probably going to be my last time going back this year, or maybe in a long time, people are no longer what they are anymore,aging through time... no longer the voices and the barks of my cute little -so then- pups, this time i m back there fer 5 days.. everyone is gone no way i can start getting angry and high blood pressure everytime someone decides to screw my day...

but i miss a special someone thats y i m going back. a someone who has been supporting my decision through out everything, someone who makes me smile and cheers me up everytime, i still remember sitting down nearly everyday while he comes over to tell me about everything, we bitch abt everything possible...

life goes on now.. only time will tell, if he will be here forever.

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8:57 PM