Monday, February 27, 2006
This is so fun :
My Japanese name is Ayame Nishimuraya.
A little chill from studying i have been doing =D hmm a couple more hours before the paper remaining 1 question before i have my noon bath, my lunch and off to sch >.<" been gaining weight this week =| better put it off the moment i finish exams!
Oh ya here is the link where i got this generator from try try! i love my last name in jap =p
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10:48 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
I am staring into space and my mind wandering else where, the lesson is boring, the class is getting cold >.< and its the first day of 9weeks lesson that i took the MRT down to Dhouby and walked all the way to SMU for class, as usual (like any trip to NP)the transition is vauge, thinking of the nice bao and siew mai that i usually have for lunch after class *growling*. Lost as usual in class abt what is going on, a team mate reminded me that the project we have,is due on week 12 or 13.
I am still as sleepy as ever, thinking on how i am suppose to do my studying later, i feel ready but yet i still feel that theres much for me to learn for tml paper. My fear still lies in the thursday paper, so much defination to remember...
Ben called me last night, i was rather surprised, he was telling me that he wanna meet up before he goes into NS, awww bald monkey!!! *grinz* i feel so evil, i never know how i can be so mean to him hehe but its fun. He is going in on the 9th of March =( . Wish him luck!
Ging got over excited, over the gift that she got for me for my bdae *grinz* i m excited too!!!! hehe i still duno what i want for my bdae, i never do -_-" i am very happy with what i have now ^.^\/
Aight another 45 min ++ till class ends i am just gonna stare blankly at things.Maybe get involved in the discussion thats going on. Starbucks VS Blue Mountain
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10:45 PM
ok well i m munching on 2 sandwitch with ham slices yeah they call it ham ends,i think being in a relationship is puffing me up, very much i complain half the time to Raf but i hope hehe he doesn't mind. Gonna start writing formulars out and memorize it, tomorrow after morn classes am gonna to really read up and prepare for the mcqs,3days till paper 1 and i am still as moodless as before.
The day before was not so bad though, yesterday, was Chan's 25th - 1 (24th birthday) hehe, first time ever we were so innovative( coz someone told us he is 25 but the fact is that he is 24), i meet dar earlier to shop for some stuff, suppose to be shopping for prom stuff but well was tooooo wayyyyy lazy to change =\ went to this shop n saw some cute stuff before i remembered that "HEY! we din get Chan anithing" so off we went to get a card and a small prezzie, shared with dar and MY. OMG!! did u all know
Ferrari has this new range of stuffies, as in realli stuffies and they use this horse as a mascot, its like damn cute! so tempted to buy, and dar kept reminding me theres a thing called budget, hehe... i been spending way too much these few weeks *poutz*. oh yeah theres an
Outfitters shop in PS, !!! Project S(shopping) on the way!!!
After all the mad discussion, we actually went to
Fish and Co. the one near ParkMall, well as many would know, i can't stand the smell of fish, not exactly cannot but i feel sea sick if the fish has too much a strong smell, so i decided to eat
Mussels pasta in garlic and lemon cream sauce its pretty good i guess, but still too filling =( *bloats*. The dinner was a funny one( there was, Moo, MY, Ming, Weelee, Lone, Chan, Dar and myself, oh ya and another guy( cute kid). MY and me was passing the phone around msging abt some ppl *giggles* and we also came to the conclusion that the boys are realli funnie, like one suffer all suffer, no wonder they are so close together =), but as usual boys will be boys, quite surprised at how my dar acts ard em *blinks* =p but what to do he is after all my baby ^^ (pun intended).
Final destination was... hmm i guess gruesome, half the time i was hiding my face and closing my eyes, not to forget squeezing dar's hand and placing his other hand to cover my eyes, if i didn't do that i prolly have nightmares, thank god i didn't watch it with Ralph or nt lol i think i prolly freak out. Well i did hear screams and i peak through the gaps of his fingers, but basically i did not see any gross stuff *grinz* well Ming said that i might as well ask for refund >.<" now thats the very reason not worth to watch horror show with me =p.
Well we went to fv after that (seems like our fav after movie hangout) but was only four of us, Weelee, Channie, Dar and myself. The rest went home, LONE! u r such a spoiler~! next time come along !!! =p It was a good session, hehe cute session and i slept like most of the journey to Fv on dar's shoulders, feels so comfy i think his shoulder muz have felt sore, me and my heavy head =p
The day ended at 4am for me! i should seriously cut on my night life and booze, before i get really dry skin again >.<"
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4:57 AM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
I hate it when guys cannot decide where to go, its like so freaking ghey. We've been discussing this since like thursday and now its the day itself and nothing been confirmed, some are even still in bed. I feel like murdering them one by one in a gruesome manner.
Ok come'on like how hard isit to decide where to go? Even we girls dun take that much time to decide on where to go for our manicure or haircut. urgh, if you could count the number of vapor evaporating from my body due to the heat I m emitting , you'll probably have a small pond.
I give up sometimes. Seriously -_-" oh well, whats the point of me getting all worked up, the sad part is its someone bdae and i juz dun get it why ppl can't just for once work together and come up with a nice bdae plan, =( i mean birthdays for me are important.
nee ways yesterday Raf came dwn, i think that got him pretty tired, we walked to central n grab a bite, and i seriously looked like as if he dragged me outta the hse in my pjs... XD hehe aniway he got me Wang lee Hom's cd "heros of earth" *grinz wide* very much i dun realli want him to spend on me, i love it, thanks alot *hughug*
he definately made my day =p
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1:17 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
*pulls hair out* first time in my 6 semester of poly life, i awoken to the fact that " hey, i duno how to study" this semester seriously been a slacking one, its like, either i don't come for classes, or i m else where in the universe.
Done pretty much of my studying for qla, except the mcq facts n stuff, formulars should be okiez.. and now onto my IC, well yesterday was a bad day to start, despite that i was one day late into studying for ic, i noe i noe, i sound very enthu to study rite, the paper is like not till next thurs, but well, the fact that i didn't know how to do anithing proves that maybe i should start earlier than usual.
*bites the pillow* i been snacking quite abit these few days -.- peanuts! and thats gonna cause me either 1. major breakout, 2. sore throat, i think its both *clears throat* been a rather fast week -_-" tiring one too... and i still got another week before i can truely relax abit. after that off to spring cleaning my whole room ~>.<~
Ging got her prom dress, i better hunt for mine too! after the exams that is, hopefully i find a flattering one.
Tml is Chan's bdae *grinz* gonna go dinner with them and hmm maybe should get him something *ponders*
Oh ya better ciaos now, piano in 24 min, gotta get ready n go =p
My desk =\ messy as ever
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12:48 AM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Tiring tiring day!!! Went down to meet ging and than we went to tanjong pagar for her work interview, it was a damn long an hour and half i was meditating over books while she, went up for interview, one cup of sunrise to wake me up from coffee bean with whipped cream *guilt* and later in the day i had berries with whipped cream again *sniffles*
We went off to suntect after that job thingy and look for dresses from prom, couldn't find anything that nice so we went of to planet fitness to find elfry, well hehe it was good, we chatted till nearly 9 when i realise we were suppose to meet the rest for movie, a movie i wanted to watch so badly, i know i was suppose to be home earli to study *ahem* but well hehe!!!
Yeah! 'A seasons for love', it was darn touching, at first ging din wanna go for some obvious reasons but kinda dragged her to =p( kept asking C if he was sure he wanted the rest to go) but well i was glad we all went! It was touching movie, so touching,ging and me! yes me cried -_-" could imagine the reaction of C who kept patting my head XD and i remember him saying "silly girl" *cries more* ( i need a hug). Well, ging cried even more , XD we both look so puffed up, though mine wasn't so bad ( ponders over the image in the mirror), maybe my habit of crying silently din allow me to cry infront of ppl that much, but hey! my tears literary rolled dwn till my collar was wet =\ . We saw 2 korean girls in the toilet, one of em had puffy eyes and they were looking over at us, and we smilied back lol. The connection between girls, the heart and emotion connects with juz one smile, esp when we are upset! (kk this is rubbish). Feel like catching it again!
M called and talked a tad bit of nonsense, abt regretting that he din listen to me and that he left me and all the stuff, much as i used to be darn disappointed in him, but somehow i felt that he is a tad bit poor thing, =( after all he is my friend too, so felt kinda pity for him, so all i can do now is to stand by him =), told him he will find a better girl, and dun think of the past coz lives can't be rewound, moreover he is too late, my heart is no longer with him, the love i feel for him now, is juz of a good friend.
M asked me out to club tml, and offered to send me home, but! i m lazy, tml suppose to be my studying day! EXAMS!!!! should get that into my brain, my Otouoto is also mugging for tml paper at this time of the hour, duh he shoulda been sleeping that way he can concen =| but i think last min studying hehe, like aneki like otouoto, he takes after me! i wish him luck, and also to weelee which i presume having paper later too!! gd luck! <3 aight signing off, *yawns*
p.s : This is one of the days i feel like the luckiest girl ard , i wonder y stars and moon comes ard only when we meet (ponders)
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3:46 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
Slow day it was for me yesterday, everything was so mundane for the first half of the day, quarrels stood up, sometimes parents can be so annoying in the words they choose to say.
Enuff of that I went to meet Ralph in the evening at tanah merah hehe omg, he "fa fu" haha was telling him "omg u gained" he was like " ahuh ard 5kg" lol i was abit shock but he looks good aniway =). Took his bike to this cafe, ' Miss Cafe ' if i am not wrong at upper changi road, hmm Ralph was saying theres bus 9 and 10 that goes there, aniway its a sweet place =p romantic, the food is well average but the ambiance is great! We talked quite abit, and was planning to catch final destination 3 , but the bad thing is that its a Sunday night, and Sunday nights don't offer mid night show, moreover its a sneak preview =| I wasn't actually keen coz i m rather scared of these kinda show, i prolly grab n tug his arm, which is not too good. -_-" well he changed into T-shirt and jeans, pretty kind of him to match up with me, I like his T shirt though "Its not easy being easy" hehe gonna ask him where he get those AE tshirts and get it for someone. We headed to east coast and went to play pool awhile, me being me, who hasn't played pool for 3 years got trashed =( sad sad. We kinda got bored so walked dwn n talk at the stone platform, last time i remembered there used to be so much Roaches but now its clean n good. Nearly slipped thank god for him holding on to me >.<"
It was a great day but i wished it was greater *grinz* some of you would know what i mean...
Neways today gonna start studying, 1 week + in isolation make that near 2, was talking to Ralph abt SMU, i guess for the last assignment i seriously need to do something cos he said there are on floor open questions.
Oh ya! i wanna watch " a season of love" check it ya <3
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12:07 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Today is such an unfaithful day, it made me so drained, I was on the phone till nearly 5am, half drifing through the door of dreamland, i went off to bed and was awaken a few hours later by a call on my mobile, at 8+ in the morning -_-" i guess the guy realize i was asleep and din continue to call me, i went back to sleep but at 10+ mom woke me up, she was pissed abt something, and i get the push, yeah i agree i forgotten to tell her stuff but oh well -_-" at 11+ had another call that officially woke me up... bad day to begin with.
Yesterday was really tiring but a fulfilling day =D, i went down to ging's place to bake cookies, i guess we bought the wrong cookie mix, was too sweet *faints*, sorry >.< i'll get the improved version the next time round, but well it was good at least 90% din get burnt =p . It was very tiring, i tried on this cherry dress damn cute =D hehe neways went down from bukit panjang,all the way to eunos area to give the cookies to someone >.< sorry! lol i noe its too sweet but its my first attempt =|. MY asked me if i wanted to go dwn momo with em but i guess not, i was damn tired and drained moreover if i actually went dwn it would be 12+ another time ya babe >.<"
All these years never had i spent so much energy and time over something i wanted to do for someone else and not myself. Quite surprised at myself for doing so.Well hehe at least i got to see someone and spent time with him =p and i got a hug in return so all the traveling and energy spent was well spent.
Ging and the cookies!
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11:10 PM
Took this from rex's blog but i believe in it too so here goes,
31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1. Tell her she is beautiful
2. Hold her hand at any moment... even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. Wrestle with her :)
6. Don't go hang out with you ex when she's not with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.
7. If youre talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"
9. Introduce her to your friends... as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up (she loves it)
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it
13. Make her laugh
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with his
cologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.
25. when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants
28. Recognize the small things... they usually mean the most.
29. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and you should be free to hang out with your girl friend all the time
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!
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11:35 AM
Friday, February 17, 2006
everything unique lies within you, everything i never asked for lies in you, the stars that i haven't seen for years finally shine through the skies, such beautiful glow that i have forgotten to appreciate, the heart of stone finally showed some cracks and warmth is flowing through.
i didn't want myself to fall over again after the last but i am taking this chance, coz i believe that life is not simply born to be made stone out of man but for the warmth to be passed on. i am stepping into the dark waters of uncertainty, yet i sense no fear, cos you are the one beside me.
The stars yesterday truely made me realise that each of em used to have a wish i hold on to, i made so much wishes but now... all i want to wish for is just one wish, for the brightest one to hold our dreams for eternity and guide us through life. Thanks for the small things you do to cheer me up, the little stunts that u made just to make me laff when my eyes are filled with tears. Thanks for turning my sky blue.
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10:50 PM
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
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7:14 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Something in life are meant to be hold onto. Every chance, every warmth, every heartbeat that beats in unity. Chances taken under uncertain of the future, naive is the word am famous for. A nugged from the winged man, presented with a sharp end, I struck it right through me. A fitted match, a smooth walk, a tug within me. A true blessed feeling that came upon me. Skipped a little through the fields of time. A different flow, a different beat than my usual. Living by the second and the days, not by the future. Plans galore, action withold, the diversion of attention moved from the seas to the land am in. Is this what is meant to be or is time playing a fool with mankind. Please let me stop in this realm , this time, this day, this minute.
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11:56 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
2 days to v day, i am done with my projects! or at least seems so, everything seems to have cool dwn much more, tomorrow theres paper for AVFE *fainting* i am so stoned these days,WOW has this cute vdae thingy! theres even a cupid, hows that hehe. Not much to update since the last i did, other than i met denise they all during Jo's bdae dinner. Richeal juz puffed up! which is scary, omgzers richeal what did u consume! hehe oh ya! Ralpheal so sorry! hehe din remember ur bdae was a mth before V day! we should chill realli soon! hehe blading session again pls =p
Winter Moonlight
The snow, so peaceful and serene,
caressed by the soft moonlight,
gave magical feelings to the night.
The soft blue glow,
the lovers' words that then did flow,
their lips closer and closer
until, locked in the throes
of a passionate embrace,
he decided to express his feelings,
to keep her safe.
He whispered softly,
his words like music to her ears,
"I Love You,"
and her response the same,
heard like the gentle breeze,
"And I, love you, forever."
That was the night they promised
to be together through everything,
each to care for the other when old and gray
A lovers' pact
the most likely to last.
- Krista J. Mikula -
this is like the sweetest quote i read. hehe, found it while finding quotes to put for my project
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9:43 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Theres this trend of holiday mood that i have come to realise, yesterday when i stepped into school, i thought i came to school the wrong day. It was not only deserted but urber quiet, even ging agrees coz she came dwn for viva. Anyway babe~ u will do well dwdw yeah <3
Was planning my planner for the next few weeks, so much date due so little time so much on my mind... Next week test for PI last paper and presentation, friday, i have a assignmnet due. Next Next week my last assignment for AVFE is due and i am slacking, just totally no mood to even do anything. I am drained frankly with all those crazy nites.
This week was a pretty good one, CNY allowed me to stay at home for a few days and enjoy the company of some friends that i haven't talked to for mths. Tues i actually went out to chill with a group of my friends, well it wasn't so boring coz hehe i had weelee to acc me talk, though i did feel bad like abandoning cong >.< did talk quite abit though on the cab *relieve* I got teased as usual but well~ i am getting the hang of it =p.
Fearless; well i don't exactly take a fancy in the show... some how~! just somehow~ it put me to sleep >.< i guess other than the fact i am tired, the story seems so predictable.~ That night i ended up transfering tapes n talking on msn, by the time i finished all those it was 5.30am and knowing myself, i won't ever be able to wake up in time for sch, so i just stayed up and took off to sch and by the time i reached home was 2. Initially intended to finish my assignmnet for WISP before i head to bed, but i fell asleep on the table. Woke up was rather cranky >.< and body was aching like mad. Soz for all those ppl who got an "attitude" side of me.
Aight its like 9.45 i better be off and not take cab today. Have a happy thursday dudes and dudettes , love ya all!
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9:36 PM
